BVM Podcast PC1

BVM Podcast PC1

Mon, 1/20 10:58PM • 24:31

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fucking, shit, bro, niggas, podcasts, people, mexican, job, call, black, dude, cold, cops, distro, programs, kid, evil, arrest, hire, cartel

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Yo, what's up? Welcome to my podcast y'all. Hope you guys hope you guys liked my podcast. Today I'm just I got to see my therapist and I just got off of work today, you know, still trying to better myself myself. I'm still trying to make better changes to my life and stuff man. And it's just been really difficult lately, you know, today I'm actually using my studio equipment to record my podcasts. And I'm gonna I'm using mixcraft right now because you know, I got an actor and I got the fabfilter and stuff so you won't hear any of that crinkly static. You heard in my first few podcasts so it's all clear you know, you hear the burbs clear in HD and everything so pretty much you know, I got to get all that stuff off of my chest and my therapist and that was just wonderful. You know, like, I'm not even gonna lie to you guys like, it felt like the best thing ever because I was just I was just relieved to get it to get it all out of myself, you know, to get everything just out out of me out of my my emotions just out I got everything out and you know, I got to schedule the appointments with my therapist for like every week, for next month, which is great. And, you know, I'm going to be going to court soon to see if I can get off of probation. And I just been you know, I've been real focused on my music I've been trying to improve a lot. And one thing that I have to say is that I'm actually trying to get I'm trying to get like my delivery better. You know, I know when I wrap my voice is actually a little lazy. I guess it's a I was like, I rap too slow. I don't know. Um, you know, like, you know, when I used to rap and stuff like that I didn't know about, you know, being on beat or being off be, you know, saying like, some people just naturally have rhythm and some people just, you know, they don't like I'm one of those people I can't dance, but I can freestyle, you know, like I could be like, I'm broke with no hope sitting in a tub waiting to soak all Yeah, like a crackhead wanting to smoke some dope. And it didn't make any sense, but it rhymes you feel me? Like but yeah, like, you know, when I was 16 I couldn't wrap my way out of a paper bag. You know, I used to freestyle like other kids in high school and shit. And even the adults would tell me I couldn't freestyle my way out of the paper bag. It was just fucking horrible. It was like hell, hell on earth. It's crap. Like credible crap. You know, it's just like, I just figured since the mic is so good, and that the technology was so good, there was some shit that could just turn up my voice or like realign my vocals to like, the beat to make my vocals on be like just, you know, like, if it's a little bit off to the left, like, oh, screw my shit to the right, like no like, you know, and that's why we have to do other takes and stuff but it's cool. Like, I haven't even been freestyling as much as just I wrote some shit and I wrote I wrote, I'm a street shark. No, no, I said something like, I'm a street shark running through Jurassic Park swolled niggas tearing it apart. And, you know, and like, That shit was awesome. Like, I was like, that rhymes you know, like, I got some bars and shit. My fucking song first class is still getting mixed by the homie and right now I'm just waiting to get my money together cuz I found out today that the battery in my iPhone is severely degraded. I have the 2016 iPhone SE. And every time I go to the fucking ATM, the Ico ATM, it tells me that it won't give me any money for my phone. And that would I like to recycle my phone for free anyways and I was just kind of pissed off. I'm like, dude, you're gonna take all the parts out of my phone and you're gonna sell them for money. But, but you don't want to give me no money for my phone. You know, the only good website to have for that is actually Gazelle, you know, and I actually have distro kid. So I can put my podcasts on Spotify, you know, and everything. It's frickin crazy that I even started off of anchor but I saw my homeboy you know the hosts of Matthews. On anchor and that's what got me on anchor so I figured hey will anchor will distribute my podcasts for free you know like let me get on anchor you know but I already paid for distro kid so I figured hey I can I can just distribute my podcasts on frickin distro kid and put them on Spotify and stuff. I'll probably put my homeboy on his stuff too so he could he could have his stuff on distro kid. Um, you know, I don't even know how you put a podcast on Spotify I mean, do I have to have a Spotify for artists account? You know if I put my podcasts on there because there's no like one guy will podcasts or chicho podcast by themselves so just talk about things I'll talk about like a topic, you know my topic is life. You know, like it gets hard for all of us out here man. You know, I was just thinking about how hard life was and how I had like this shit Job Liberty tax is a sign spinner and I was only working for like four hours today. And I was calling goodwill the Resource Center and ask them if they have programs for people with felonies now here's the thing. Here's the thing, you know people like you a lot they'll open those doors that they're supposed to open for everybody just for you. That's just how people are and in a nutshell, you know, it sounds fucking horrible evil like you're just this human piece of shit. Yeah, that's what happens. So you know, I go that and I said, This goodwill have any programs are felons and it says goodwill has multiple programs. So people have convictions are called the resource center out here and they tell me all they have is like three programs. And I just tell them straight up I'm like, Look, I've been in the program before when I was under age. So I know I have to do the resume, the job search stuff. You know, the All the fake basic stuff before I can, you know, the be like, Oh, this guy still can't find a job you know, let's hook him up with a program you know and that's when all the job coaches and shit look at they look at like your skills your resume or your interviewing ability and shit like that now just decide off the top that oh, this guy is doing the best he possibly can and stuff so there's no way that you know, we shouldn't offer him a spot in this program like it's obvious his full needs a job, you know, and that's that's the shitty thing about goodwills because they're supposed to hire felons. They're supposed to hire people criminal backgrounds period. And I got passed over for a job at Goodwill recently. And I got angry, like, you know, like my cousin is a Hispanic lady will fake blonde hair you know, and a Mexican chick will dyed her hair blonde. There is nothing more evil than the Mexican lady with that fake blonde hair is like you're like the evil is fucking for us. It's like the brouhaha like and I'm not even being racist like my cousin is a Mexican girl will fake blonde hair and her shit. She still dies or shit blonde. She still dies or shit blonde. And her shit is a naturally blonde. She has fucking black brunette hair like the fucking rest of us. fucking prick. Fucking mom isn't proud of the natural color of her shit. But yeah, you know, and there's just nothing more evil than the Hispanic lady or Latino lady with that with that with their hair dyed blonde. It's something I think it's the chemical that gets in our brain and it just makes them the most evil force of nature that they can be like the owner of my subway. She was so evil. I told her my mom fell over and I had to go home and like a sister or something. And the manager was trying to make me work overtime and I didn't even tell her I wanted to she just laughed and told you I yeah, he'll do this and I'm like, No, I'm not full. I'm leaving. You can stay here. You know, she went home and she screwed me over awesome manager shit. But, you know, I'm saying, I left at my right time. And this other bits got mad at me, but I didn't care and the owner ran up on me. She said, I don't care about your mom. You know, this is your job. And I'm just like, Dude, this is a part time job. You literally let the other guy who closes the subway, go to school and stuff. This guy goes to school and only works at night. So how are you? How are you being flexible for everybody but me? Because I'm the only black man there. So you don't want to be flexible for me because I'm the only black person you know, like I could see it and it just made me angry. So, you know, I put in my two weeks notice and I just didn't show up for a whole week and they kind of got like, you know, kind of understood where I was going with this. Um, I don't know why my fucking my screen won't go to sleep randomly. I think it's because I put windows on here but it's not my fault. I like using Windows you know, I'm saying but uh, yeah, like she was total bitch man. It was just it was just shitty. Bitch. It's horrible. You know how bitches are? You know, bitches, which is go too far, like female cops are the wires. Female cops are worse than female dogs. You know, I heard female dogs are the most vicious fighters ever. And female cops. They will keep bitching at you, bro. Like, keep bitching, bitching, and bitching and don't talk back to them, bro. You talk back to a female cop. Oh, believe me dude. I mean Don't get me wrong like to really piss off any other cop. You gotta like, you gotta just be a total like, fucking douche bag. Like I get it like I'm not a douche bag but I'll stand my ground a little bit like a banana tells me to like turn, you know, like put my hands behind my back I'm not gonna resist arrest you feel me? Like I'm not white. I can't read this nigga penal codes and be like, Oh, you can't arrest me, you know? Like, I'm a nigga. So I have to turn around and put my hands behind my shit. Now the only thing I don't like about this county that I'm in a San Bernardino County, any other county you can call your lawyer while you're getting arrested not like you know, put your ear to your phone and shit. You know, but in this county, they take your cell phone out of your pocket. Yes, I know that's fucked up. They take your they take your cell phone out of your pocket and they give it to the booking person. So When I was in bucking I was just like wow like and I had my bluetooth headphones in my ear before the cops started beating my ass and I was trying to call a lawyer I was trying to call my lawyer bro I was about to be like a these guys to beat my ass dude, we're about to get rich again. And like right when they handcuff me right when he asked me what happened and shit bro the fucking pig rip the fucking bluetooth headphones out of my ears and tossed them shits in the desert. I was so fucking pissed. And then a motherfucker had my phone and then I was like dude, why the fuck you know that's all the benefits me up I'm just like, Why the fuck do you have my shit like, like the negative the niggas will take the phone out of your pocket. And that's, that's fucked up. Like they'll take your phone out of your pocket. And you know, here's what I here's one thing that I know, you know, fuck that. Fuck you know, if you're not in jail if you're not in jail like you can Use your phone you can be under arrest and use your phone bro. Like I was in Alaska I was under for arrest using my phone in the car. Like you can be under arrest and use your phone. It's just that as just that you know, you know how niggas are bro niggas will do bullshit and you know love fuck you over. Like I'm not entirely sure how to say this without sounding like a dickhead but like it just some people they know they can do like come on bro like think about it if you call somebody before you go to jail that'll make it so easier for you. Like if you were just able to like get on the phone and be like, yeah, I'm going to jail and stuff dude. Like this guy like he fucking handcuff me and I'm in the car, bro and I'm going to jail. This guy's a fucking He's a fucking dick. Like, you know, I'm saying because I gotta I gotta use my Phone before he fucking figures out how to hang it up and and that's the shitty part is like they're gonna take the Bluetooth shit out of your off of your fucking out of your ear. So it's just like you can't even call somebody real quick and let them know like hey dude i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm in jail right now like because fucking some bullshit happened and I need you to call my wife or something you know and tell her like you don't like this guy he like you know what I mean? Like it's weird because I know in Texas I'll let you do that bro in Texas you could have a bluetooth headset on and as long as you're not resisting arrest you could be in the back of the car while they're driving you to jail dude. And you're fucking your fucking arm you know I'm saying but uh, you know, I actually got a su actually got to sue a county for false imprisonment actually. You know, I will I will end up suing the county for false imprisonment eventually but uh, I'm gonna I'm gonna end up making this a short podcast. You know, I was just talking about life really, you know, because it's hard for us, man. It's hard for everybody. You think it's just hard for you, but it is really hard for other people. It's just that some people get more money. You know, they get more money, they have vehicles and they don't understand what it's like to take the bus or they don't understand what it's like to like you're about to be evicted and you need a job. Like, I will say one thing though, hiring managers. You guys are the most cold blooded, heartless, cold cut motherfuckers I ever met. Like, I know. There's one set of people that are going to go straight to hell. It's gonna be hiring managers. I can't remember how many times I told the guy That uh i was gonna get evicted bro if you didn't hire me and I needed him to hire me right then and there. He just looked at me and he just said you sound desperate. I'm just like dude, dude like since when it a man having a job become a privilege is it having a job or responsibility? How does a responsibility become a privilege? Okay, let me let me let me break it down to you. A privilege is air conditioning. a necessity is food, water, clothing and shelter and necessities air to breathe water to stay hydrated. Food to not die of starvation You know? And song for for bath to like not dive an infection from being dirty. Stinky booty but, you know, I digress. But a job is a responsibility a job is a necessity a job is not a privilege. But we have a huge population in this country. Our population is so huge that jobs aren't guaranteed anymore. They literally say and the applications of the jobs aren't guaranteed because dude, our populations too big, you know, and I'm not gonna you know, point the finger but, you know, there is one culture that has too many kids, and they're literally sending all their kids from Mexico over here. I'm not saying any names, man. But I will say you start with the letter M. And you should probably grow some balls and do something about the cartel because we're tired of dealing with your problems. You know, maybe you should grow Some backbone and go back to your country and try to conquer it back. You know, I don't even know how like we lost the Alamo. How did America lose the Alamo? If if the Mexican You know what? I bet we wouldn't have lost the Alamo we had the Mexican cartel back then. They had probably been scared crying like little school girls like oh no, they got the cartel. Let's leave let's cry. Let's go to Canada. No, like, no, like, I wouldn't even know I don't even think Mexicans can get into Canada but I know that you're not in France, and that they're not in Alaska. Thank god some about them. They don't like the cold. You know, if you go to a cold a very very cold place like Alaska. They're not there, bro. You know? So one thing that's one thing I liked about wintertime in Texas. You The Mexicans didn't come outside because they don't like the cold. You know, they're always outside in the summer and shit like that not not never done winter. So, you know what I mean? That's some real shit though. Just it's a fact, bro. You know how like black people don't like the winner and then they're like, you know, like tropical shit. But niggas niggas don't like the cold, you feel me? So I guess, I guess in that regard, you know, no one really likes the cold. I don't know why people like the cold but I'm a brown person and I like the cold but, you know, some people like the cold and some people don't like the cold you feel me? It just is what it is. It's a preference. But, you know, that Pacific culture doesn't appear to like the cold. That's all I'm saying. You know, like I lived in Austin, Texas, and that was just full of Mexicans like, you know, the freeway it was was just jam packed one day. Like I 35 was crowded. And I thought it was a Mexican holiday. Bro the freeway was like overcrowded and I thought it was a Mexican holiday my homeboy told me, dude, that's just the three the three way you ask and started laughing and I was just like, wow, I mean, like, Damn, I just didn't know there was that many of them. Like literally every car every windshield had a Mexican face behind it. I felt like I was I wasn't, I didn't even feel like I was in America. I felt like I was in Mexico. I was like, No wonder why these guys like, like, they own the place. I'm in their country. You know? Like, I don't even feel like this is my country. Like, if I get a job, I have to be bilingual. Like I have to bow down to their shit. And it's like, oh, yeah, they can cross the border and get everything and if I want the niggas to leave, I'm a racist. And then, you know, as like, I can't I can't lie. I learned something being black. Whenever I see a Mexican, you know, use them black culture. I'll tell them, bro, you gotta stay in your race. Like that's offensive. Stay in your race, bro. Like, you're, you're Mexican. So you know, stay in your race like why are you acting like you're you're black like me you feel me? I don't care if you're from the hood like stand your race, bro. Like if you play soccer and you drink horchata and you fucking have the estas and kinson yadus and you and you want to wear Jordans and snapbacks and you know I'm saying like, I don't know man, I'm just saying like, like bro black people have lost too much bro. Like, like if you're Mexican, like leave leave black people alone you know mess with the white people harass the white people. You know fuck the white people over but don't don't fuck the black people over bro because Y'all might have the cartel but we got gangs. Yeah, y'all y'all came over here to avoid the cartel you feel me but so if you get a nigga fired from subway, and you know his family is full of Bloods and those blood niggas roll up to your house and shoot it up with ak 50s that's your fault. Yeah, go ahead and call the police and pretend to be white and get the justice. But all I'm saying is, you bring it on yourself. When I do bad things, and bad things happen to me. I brought it on myself because I did that one bad thing to somebody else. And then karma or God, or maybe God is karma just said, fuck you. You cannot do fuck shit. And get away with it and live happy. You know? And that's the only thing that I noticed about fucking you know, the way that everything is Everybody so ignorant. Like, you know, everybody is saying fuck Trump to the point where they don't see that the Nick is just barely trying to do his job. Like, bro like, I get it. I don't like Trump either, but you motherfuckers act like george bush didn't exist. You remember when niggas used to hate george bush? You remember Hurricane Katrina? Damn. Tell you remember all the black people that really hated Obama? I mean, you're not really black. If you like Obama, I'm sorry. Like, you're probably just one of those fake Carlton banks asked niggas from the suburbs. look yourself in the mirror and you're like, Well, my skin start but I'm ready to spot so I must be just a successful black person. You know? Nah, you're just not black. Yeah, especially if you're a police officer. If you're a police officer, you don't have a right to claim anything about the race? You know? I have a thing, man, you know, like, we should make the black white race kind of like the Jehovah's Witness organization. You know? Like, if a nigga becomes a cop, we just got to excommunicate them. You know, like, no more, no more family reunions, you know, I'm saying niggas are gonna have family reunions and we're not gonna tell this for where they're at. Because the niggas that are smoking blunts there, they don't want to go to jail.