Welcome to the United States of Carterica

Welcome to the United States of Carterica

Mon, 1/20 11:03PM • 30:49

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

cartel, trump, people, shit, job, told, called, hired, sound, record, fucking, motherfucker, lie, fuck, hillary, care, terrorist organization, bro, mad, cussed

00:23

Yeah, what's up guys? I'm sorry, my, my, my mic fucked up on me. And I had to fix my game and stuff and I finally did I had to. I turned off my, my interface and then I turned it back on. So you should be able to hear me a lot more clearly when I'm speaking now. I'm actually facing the microphone and stuff so it always helps you know, to face the mic, have the mic face me if I'm facing a different way but uh i had a really weird weird week this week, man. No, I got November 28. Short, actually wanted to jump from one topic to another, but I'll tell you what I've been gone through. So, you know, I was like, November 28 2019 this chick named Kimmy or Kenny Oh, Joe sends me an email from a dead band. It's telling me that I'm hired and I'm and basically, and she made me feel like I was an employee, you know, for the company for about like, two months. And she was lying to me. Like, this white dude that was in charge of her told told me everything that I didn't know and I didn't know that all the stuff that the white dude told me and he was like she didn't tell you and I was like, No, I told him the pool all the phone calls. She didn't tell me. This she made it sound like not all them she made it sound like she was said night she made Death Row Records. On I don't know, anything I could put you on so I you know what I mean? I just like I was like wow, like, you know, and I made her I didn't make her cussed me out today but I made her so mad. She yelled at me. And she hung up the phone on me all rude. And she tried to hire me for a job in Michigan and I live in California, it's on you know, the address is on my resume. So like, I just asked her straight up the first semester I said, so you didn't read the address on our resume and she just got quiet like, like she's, it's a very sick thing makes you look incompetent. You know, it's your job to be human resources. And you know, you just straight up you just you just fed up fuck it all over. Like, I have no idea how you how you even do that. You know, and I wasn't even mad today. I got a part time job at Liberty tax and marketing there since the years I got hired, like literally on New Year's Day and shit No, not like New Year's New Year's, but you know, it was December 31. And I'm going in for an interview and actually got the job though this job until April but it's still a job. So someone who's better development, okay. Other than that, man, I mean, I've been doing really good. You know, I've been trying to save money I've been working I've been going to work up and getting off of work and going to sleep. And I recorded a song called first class. It's just me rapping about one in the penthouse and Bay is me rapping about wanting to be rich basically, like I want to be like this friend of mine is shot born and pure King. And he loves kings Play House. He went from being a broke, ugly fat guy living in a dirty one bedroom apartment. So like this rich neighbor that has like this penthouse in Vegas. He went from having a horrible existence or better life like he went from Austin, Texas to Vegas, basically. So even even if you move to Round Rock, it's an upgrade from Austin Austin. She's too small Austin's a nice town if you have money, but you know unless they want to give people money for free to move to us in a matter of months, the mayor of Austin calls me and they're like lives will give you will give you like $50,000 if you come back, I'll come back and I'll say, nine instead of the town, it's just people people make a town. And when the people are fucked up, the town is fucked up. I mean, and in my nose like all these big companies were in in the town because like the town has a downtown but it's still a town like, like I could walk all the way from the north side to the south side. And that was a lot of miles. Bro when I think about it but the town was so little that you could walk around the whole town you know unless you wanted to go to wells ranch or some shit and you'd have to car unless you want to go to fucking breaker then you need a car but if you want to walk from status you need to fucking airport you can you might take a while but rocket ship though me but uh oh no man you know and i'll sock into the boss its place you know he told me he would help me save face he offered me this fake position as a as a Ambassador because he was just like you know you need money like so you know I'll save your have the same face you know, he's like, here's what I'll do because I told him the truth man I got pissed off because bitches lied to me and then it this app called numbers what leg so I got on their Facebook page and I cut out all the Facebook pages and that comments and then African chick didn't even notice me. Me me oh she didn't see nothing is on maybe my house has close to my house cuz there's like I don't understand I'm gonna turn on my turn I'm just gonna turn the game down some more there we go the static kind of went away it's still kind of there but I don't know how to record and use the fabfilter on my record this podcast on the app used to run the audio clear you know I got mixcraft but I'm really want to use mixcraft right now I'm using audio technica and I'm using a really shitty Berenger I should have not listened to my friends have regret getting this Berenger. I use it as an ashtray. I don't even record music with it because all the static in the background that I get its beginning This I can't even hear myself on the microphone. It's horrible. It's a horrible existence. But yeah, you know, the white dude was real sympathetic with the man. And I don't know if he was lying to me. I think he was lying to me just to be nice to me, but maybe some of the truth. I might push some other apps on the podcast, you know, I'd be talking about real shit on here. But that was kind of a silver lining, but I told him that I told everybody that I work here. Now when she told me I was hired. I told my mom it's all over my baby mamas. I told my girlfriend like, I told my homeboys, I told everybody, I told everybody I knew, you know, like, and it was like, Am I gonna live with that embarrassment and that shame? Like I look like a fucking idiot. I'm embarrassed because I look like an idiot. Like someone just made me think I was working for them for two months. And I wasn't getting no check. No hours. He kept telling me out Gonna get a client and I never got a client. So breaking, breaking just want, you know, I just wanted to make some money and I told the dude God just wanted some money to like, get out of my mom's house and not be a loser anymore. And like he was held the positive I think he's been in the same situation because he was like, Oh no, don't be like that. No. And I got off the phone with him and everything and he called me back right after that the HR chip called me so it wasn't even like it wasn't even like, you know, he was mad he was he was a supervisor trying to figure out what the situation was between me and his employee filming cuz he was over her. But like, Yeah, she was trying to hook me up and help me get a job at the smart place. But here's the thing. I'm trying to figure out. If I don't know bro She didn't even make it sound like that she made it sound like there were a client but it was another job and I was mad because you made me think I was working for you for two months and then like two months later you told me all no you don't actually have a job in here take this company you know now apply this company and I'm like no, she told me I wouldn't have to fill out any more applications to told me I would need to train anymore You know? And like she said that she said that on her own or on the phone and they said they're going to pull up phone calls and it might reprimand her but you know, I told them to pull all the calls because she was not hundred percent honest with me. You know, I get it like you know I can handle rejection is just like I don't really like it when someone can't. They don't have a heart so you that you didn't get the job. So they want to live to will tell you to buy new. You gotta understand it. Having a job isn't like having a girlfriend you can't lie and do my fake girlfriend, then call me with your angry black ass cousins and tell me that I was following her around like a little pub. this that and the other. Like, I don't really care about all that row by you feel me like, like I just I just wanted to make some money You know, like I can delete the fact that they send an email to me saying sorry we chosen to move for other candidates or unfortunately this time we can't move forward or do we chose to move forward with someone else like you told me or I would prefer it if she just didn't call me back, you know, and I can't lie. She didn't follow up with me for a long time and she doesn't Enemy, you know, but it's like when you tell someone you have a job, they're not gonna let that job slip by, you know, like if someone tells me that I'm hired. I'm not gonna I'm not gonna play any games. Like, you know, there was another guy that he he worked in the fish, the fish part, the frozen food part. And you know what he told me? He was so Asian yeah broken English. He told me I was hired. You said you hired. And in Texas, you can legally record conversations you can record yourself and you stay as long as the cameras pointing at your face. Like, it doesn't even matter that it's the voice. All you have to do is do what the people on cops do. If the person wants to sue you over their voice just put an effect on their voice. make it sound like Alvin the chipmunk and just give them subtitles, you know? Then they can't sue. It's like, Oh, well, that's not even what I sound like. But that was the moment where I said those things. It's like Yeah, but the audio so you can't press charges like it sounds nothing like you. That was you. I just did that tech myself so you can get screwed over I won't get screwed up, you know? And I didn't really care man. Like I didn't really care because like it was just so horrible. Like, I was just like, okay, that's probably the wind outside. I'm just gonna turn my game down. I don't care. I know the microphone. I don't care. I know that my So the wind is blowing really hard and I don't know why I just I didn't like Over 10 years ago, this asian guy lied to me, but I remember I cussed him out. I should have, you know, I'm older now. Like if someone tells me that they gave me a job and then I'm hired, I'm taking screenshots, you know, like, I might try to record the phone call and lie to them. They'll be like, I'd like to recorded a phone call for a dude. And he told me I had a client. And then he fired me so me but I recorded his voice, but they say it's illegal to record voice calls California. I don't care. I say La vie. Oh, plus misdemeanor, I don't care. I'll afford to take on the phone call. I don't I don't care. Like I felt happy when I went into this office, my chest you know, it's like that shit was over. What am I gonna start? Know? When am I gonna start my position? When am I gonna start? And that was just the most horrible thing you know when I was gonna start I had a job. She asked me the same thing to start Elena. And then I asked her some things and then she just know instead of answering me She just hung up like an angry black chick. So like a boss. She was Asian. You know, apparently she's not terrible liars row. I think she's Nigerian. Nigerian people lie a lot. Like they are terrible life. Never trust an idea. No, like, be honest. Trust in the Nigerian. It's like that. trusted and never know should never want to never want to trust them. And I know it sounds crazy in that country in Africa that they just don't they're not honest. They're just the sound of you know, pretty much so. But that alone I liked it Google and I typed in at the cartels still going to be labeled as terrorists, or a lot of people against Trump on this, which you know, it's funny. I'm not a Trump supporter, and I say that a lot of my post whenever I talk about the current Bernie because I did vote for Bernie. And Bernie himself said, if you don't vote for me, Trump's gonna win the election, and everybody voted for Hillary. Everybody hates Trump. You know, I think I think one of my friends voted for Hillary and I and I switched it up on him. I said, Dude, the only reason why we have to kill Trump is because of all the people who voted for Hillary. who voted for Hillary, you know, saying like, you feel me like really? I say this. I'm know I know how to build stuff, but I wasn't myself in that situation. I know sounds horrible. But the reason why we're doing the chop, shop stop is all you guys you want to complain about shopping Do us a favor, commit suicide make the world a better place. And I know that's hard for people to swallow. But here's the way I don't mind. I don't like Trump, but I didn't like Hillary even more. You know, like she kept running for president. Her husband was president. Okay. When Bill Clinton was the president, Hillary was facing president. Okay. She was telling me she was boss and his dad asked him now he was doing or the Secret Service guy we talked about how Hillary nothing that I've always thought Hillary Clinton wanted to be the president just you know have like one of those awesome Bill Clinton shit. But you guys remember that day was such an angry hateful day. execute that my job was firing all the blacks all the flags English but no Trump this like I want to shit in a trombone no fuck a trump card fill me and I just I didn't get mad. They fired fired Black they fired everyone. And they did it. They made up different reasons why they did it. And they did it. But they didn't. And I was on the phone with this Mexican lady and her accent was too. You know, like, there were Mexicans at my job. And I said some shit. I was like, I hope Trump goes over the wall they get fired, and I was just like feeling like they were trippin like a lot of racist shit was coming out there were news anchor saying racist shit. They were fucking like just random Mexican say a racist, the most racist shit. Bye. Bye. It's horrible. No, they take everything from white people from black people. They take jobs, you know? And we just turn a blind eye like okay, they just regular people like us, but I got Mad today as I found out that they decided not to label the next terrorist organization and I was like oh, they're in next you know we got probably got police officers and people that work in our government product cartel You know, I'm saying it sounds fishy America is not I mean that that was that was the whole America was bitch America was the footsie America wasn't Craig and smokey get the bow America is so debose getting pumped by some Mexicans that fucking Smokey and Greg you know I'm saying and the most was next Friday records are called America deebo Greg and smokey on site. Now, they well they need like one They just because they can't fight but it's cool motherfuckers ISIS Mr. Organizing ISIS executions and there's so many cartel people out here and fucking California, those small cartel people out there that are in Texas. those motherfuckers aren't staying in Texas anymore that go into other states are getting poisoned by Mexico's trash or Mexico's parasite like Yeah, yeah the cartels are like a Mexican parasite. Not every Mexican person from the cartel but damn the ship and a profession is a terrorist organization. That just made me feel like Mexicans can get away anything that you can all the jobs. They want knowledge to their kids. really have to work that hard to get a job some people just hire you know, and take over all the jack in the boxes Burger King's McDonald's is like it's horrible. Like just to get a job at McDonald's, you gotta fight every Mexican that comes into a live, you're white, you're black. It's either affirmative action that that manager is going to hire their next cousin or nephew or something. No. That's the basis so there's no diversity. Like, I remember I worked at jack in the box and I saw for little next and brand new. And I told the manager I said, I'm just gonna fall to discriminate. And she was like, Okay, do what you gotta do. And I told her like, you know, because I'll be going up right now What happened? weird because I've been more ever since Trump got elected that you're more open to like I get it you know WEALTHTRACK the label the cartel is a terrorist organization Obama for rock obama supposedly half black president like my half black as white mom that y'all love y'all want to call them Nickelback Jesus but uh. Who took marijuana off of the DEA is a controlled substance schedule one this Donald J Trump the suppose it black president that promised to legalize weed and take me off of the schedule one controlled substance this for over eight years. didn't do it. didn't do it. When you know they got him to speak on Vice News. He just basically said he was busy, he had better face. So, I mean, I'm not supporting Trump. I'm not saying Obama is better than Trump. But I mean, Obama tried to label the cartel as a fucking terrorist organization and he was in office for eight years. Then we got Trump in office with four years trying to make the same cartel trying to do the same thing that Obama did, like, you know, a couple of years ago. It just Well, they're just looking at it that Trump did it but there's a website where they said, I'm gonna try to lift it up and Obama really did try to do it. So my thing is, you know, put that put that some paint away, bro like, I'm not saying like, Okay, look, you know, everybody hates george bush. But y'all I'm saying like, save that shit for when he gets out of office build. We save tested for when the minute No one cares though. Like he's just another white motherfucker in the Oval Office and when we had a motherfucker that looked like me an oval office but shut up really everything Obama ruined everything you know like some bitches will get mad at me because I'll say he denies gay marriage before he gets gonna tell you the truth gay people promise gay motherfucker something they're gonna make sure they get it you know and I'm not saying like they're dangerous people but you know they're just real naked gay people are real makers, non blacks I can say that they're real nuggets like niggas fuck you over they get what they want. They don't care about anything but themselves how they are unless they have a little booty or dynamite and friends and they haven't realized or So whatever but I don't care man you know good day keep loving love man you know I'm saying whatever floats your boat to make you happy they have no there's no real hate on this podcast I just don't understand how people can government push these walls around like male ex Gay Straight we're by trans forget what the other word is but that's what the a and all know that shit was made up but you know those those crazy motherfucker that say they don't have it like there was one dude was a grown ass man and he said and oh it's just like wow You're not a man. You You're not a man. Yeah, some of us should talk to understand. I just said let people say what they are what they want to tell me. It just that if grown man, as a grown man can say that he's not a man. And if I tell people I'm the prince of all saints, and that grown man, it says he's not a grown man tells me that I'm not the principal saying, and I'm just a regular person. I'm gonna beat him to death and burn and burn him down in this house. Like I'm gonna murder that guy in the worst possible way. Because I'm like, like you. I'm like, you have your bullshit. You have to let me have my maybe I need to believe that. I'm the principal say, maybe I need to believe that I came on this mission to say you know, I'm saying just because of how fucked up shit you did. Maybe I need to believe that maybe I need to feel good about myself so god damn this as you're saying that you can be gay you can be this just say you're this or that and then people are like oh no no, at this point we got women big in size to the same they're not saying that they're not man you know you want to say all that bro don't don't don't don't don't talk shit to a negative that a nigga Thank you fuck with that negative thinks he's Naruto and you're one of those like, non binary people and your whole because you let that kid thank you because I think I'm fucking I'm think I'm busting cheating bro so you told me you pick on that kid that thinks he's our tub and you gotta fight the principal saying, boy and let's go let's go on God but no saying like I don't know, man. I just I feel kind of scared, bro. Like, I don't even think I'm gonna move to Canada because of Trump. But if America really doesn't want to miss the cartels terrorist organization, no, I'm actually working on the song called United States and hard terrica you know, it's like cartel. The podcast you just heard was made using anchor, ever thought about making your own podcast. Anchor makes it really easy for anyone to get started. It's a one stop shop for recording, hosting and distributing podcasts. Best of all, it's 100% free, sign up now@anchor.fm slash new that's anchor.fm slash new to get started.

Music Death of an Artist

Music Death of an Artist

Mon, 1/20 11:02PM • 1:00:42

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

niggas, nigga, fucking, shit, hood, black, god, mexican, feel, people, rap, white, bro, song, record, die, real, negative, call, mexicans

00:20

All right y'all is 10 g back and shit. You know what's up with y'all man? You know I wanted to make this song about the homeys but for some reason anchors and let me add their music to the podcasts and like the background this shit is cool cuz like my computer's fucked up right now you feel me? I recorded MF DOOM take one and it was pretty popular for take one song now I'm the type of artists that I like people to see where I proved that. So that's why I put all my mistakes out there so when they see and they Gonna make some shit one less mistakes are like damn well this nigga already puts his deleted scenes you know out in the open where we can see him like we know are 10 g folks up at you feel me? but uh i just wanted y'all to know that a low hand he just bought his way out of fucking record deal. I don't know if y'all heard about this record label called boost collective and fucking Canada weird said it's literally located on one at Northfield drive was the water low, Ontario and two l five a six Canada apparently they had a not take a but they had a little gang on their record. I'm not entirely sure. I know that these niggas be selling bots and shit like that. Not really here to knock a nigga sauce or anything. It's just more along the lines of just a bunch of bullshit went down like you feel me like an ego was just like I almost got a record deal from them and I recorded an acapella song and they wanted the rights to it, I guess they can do shit to it. But they didn't want to offer me a full record deal and they just wanted to offer me a deal for that one song and I was like what the fuck do I look like like you think I want to look rich and really be broke and have my credit fucked up on a 360 deal? Like bits must think I'm retarded. But you know, though he's working on new shit right now. And I used to spell his name a different way. It was low hynny but it was l one, l h E. And why? Then went from that shit. l I am Fucking age a and y which is confusing as fuck because I was trying to look for my boy I'll be following my boy oh shit you know I got the flu and shit my nose stuffed up so nigga can even record so I figured hey miles will do a podcast and then I got another artist that I support you know more personally I don't know if you ever heard again banks but you know he's been in Austin Texas since like fuck man This has been in Austin Texas since 2009 he likes Denver more he considers himself a Colorado person but i don't i don't like Colorado but I swear his step mom and his dad and shifts from so he likes that shit. I don't like that shit. Obama gave those niggas legal weed first so you know maybe I got some hater in my system, but You know just because the white nigga shoots up a movie theater and a white state they get legal weed but you know like in California doesn't matter what color you are you could be white, black, ethnic Asian, you still get shot for no reason. I'm like, Damn, I figure we need it out here first so we stopped fucking shooting each other so fucking much but I was on the phone with no any before I even told him I was gonna do this podcast and he told me you know you're the only one that lives in a hood that you leave your lights on. You're the only window with the lights on like, and I said yeah bro like and what he was just like, I mean, I'm not trying to attract attention to myself but at the same time it's like yeah, no, I live in the fucking hood but I'm not scared to not have my lights on like Monday God just paid Edison $250 you build the every time Edison sends me a bill for like $30 on paying that shit off. don't give a fuck I don't want it to add up my nigga, cuz I know what it's like to be in the house with the lights off. But you know, I'm saying young banks, he's working on some new shit right now. And you feel me he has some really shitty cover art, his flow is good, His voice is good but he has really shitty cover art trying to get this negative diversify his raps I'm actually I'm not gonna say I'm his manager or flex but he keeps telling me that I'm his manager and I'm, I'm waiting for the nigga to make enough of his own money. So I can like take my cut from him and just find a manager to manage this negative so he can just you know, I'm saying because you know, it's not like being a manager, Burger King, being a manager of a musician. You gotta have connections with people record labels, you gotta have connections and niggas that are already famous on the type of manager already Only half connections of all the niggas that are trying to be famous I would not be a good manager he's Tell me like yet also Vegas go to school and they become interns at those record labels and shit and that's how they slowly become those managers but you got to understand the reality is something you need money. You want to go to a party and get wasted with a nigga who was the a&r at Atlantic Records and the a&r at Atlantic Records, goes to mansion parties and does huge lines of coke and pops volleys and sands. You need money for all the drugs, you need money to get to those parties. You need money to get to the clubs to pay to cover fee then you gotta be like, you know, you can't be a lame ass nigga and try to get into cool naked clubs you feel me you got to be a cool kid to sit at the cool kid table and I'm not saying I'm not a cool kid. shits fucking expensive. You understand me the gas the fucking time. Like I'm basically gonna be partying with niggas wasting my life away. Not really. doing shit. You feel me? I'm not gonna be doing what the fuck 27 missed calls. My ex girlfriend is fucking crazy. I have 27 makes Miss calls. I don't even want to I don't even want to look at my phone my house phone I have to keep it on because I work from home part time. You know this music shit is my life. But shout out to Kendrick more by the way for letting me join your team. I can't really disclose anything about Mr. Moore. But I will say this for all you niggas that want to know, Kendrick more has created his own unique streaming platform. And it's only for the people who make music. It's only for the niggas like me, or low Haiti or yen banks and I'm just gonna tell you now low he needs to type of nigga that'll rehearse the song while recording himself. Because his logic is if I don't fuck up, it'll be on recording and I can fuck with that and kind of put it together on some Lego shit. Yeah, thanks is the type of nigga like me. Were so motherfucking broke that yeah we have studio equipment but you know we're still rehearsing the song like we have studio time because we can't waste it like we're just that's how into it we are y'all saying like legasus niggas like negative pi negative pi over microphone in front of their fucking face I know again bankses type of nigga he'll die over microphone in his face. Low hynny that nigga sleeps next to his microphone. Awesome, awesome Scrooge McDuck leprechaun and shit like the microphone that says gold type low hanging game fucking around the music either. Oh, the reason why I haven't recorded since because my nose is literally stuffed up but there was some magic cocaine that is not right now to clear my shit out. I do some shit right now but I want to tell you how you know those those are the two niggas that are coming up right now. You know low Hades on that juice world shit, he's on that. Singing rapping shit. Although, like, I can't lie sometimes they'll be talking shit to each other and I told the naked I told the nigga I'm like, bro like, why don't you just make your genre to fucking rip and they go let's just talk shit about my rapping and I can't lie I'm not a perfect rapper you told me but that's all I can do is rap. I can't sing motherfucking nigga can't hold a high note. And how's the same thing for for yen banks that motherfucker cannot hold a high note he cannot sing. All he can do is rap. Saying So, uh, you know that both on Spotify Tick Tock Instagram, music, and YouTube. While Eubanks isn't on YouTube, though. He's on YouTube. Yanks isn't on YouTube. Yet banks is half astly on YouTube. The banks is on Soundcloud also low. He's on SoundCloud. I'm 10 g so that's t e n, G. And yen banks is why he and and with two ends the bank doesn't have two ends but the end because this nigga wanted to fucking be original I guess. But beyond saying like I don't know I was probably gonna dance around on some mega ship Tech Talk to the homies music and shit out support their songs but other than that, like this podcast is really just for all the shit this went down like juice world fuck he passed away. You know like, I'm not gonna say I didn't like juice world. But I just barely started given that motherfuckers music and chance you feel me like I do. barely started listen to Tish shit knows weird because I was listening to that xx tenshi on song. I was listening to moonlight and the day xx tenshi all passed away. I was smoking weed listening to his music now my absolute favorite song by xx cinci on is look at me now and look at me now why to K and Nick at night remixes that was that was sort of the first songs I heard by him I heard his music and 2017 when my girlfriend broke up with me fuck you to tyanna you will find ditch though I hope you got a good nigga off your ugly ass sisters and telling you how to live your life but you know, I was listening to that shit. Remember it was the part of the song where he said he gave that bass dig she got mad. And he said his bitch kicked him out and she don't want to be friends. Slide as the time to negotiate Probably push it to the limit you probably like yeah be my friend. Nick all $50 no se but they don't even they don't even know like I couldn't really comprehend this depth like nipsey hussle I get it. I'm not gonna say nipsey hussle deserve to die but you know I'm saying you got all these little faggots like to Kashi six nine or rainbow haired rainbow grills and shit and you got like fucking Mexicans like little pump fucking with dreadlocks like how the fuck does a Mexican have dreadlocks? You feel me? I would like this motherfucker to take our culture and shake it we're just we're just rolling it over like this he died because he was in the hood. There's a rule of thumb. I'm in the hood right now. But I'm not famous. My shit, you know, like, I guess I'm a ghetto label but bvd No BBM Black Vibes Matter that's that's my record label cuz Black Vibes Matter you know and I did the Black Lives Matter shit and I'm not gonna call this shit but those niggas don't help you when I went to jail those biggest want to put buddy on my books are not when the police beat my ass Black Lives Matter didn't have beyond the news there wasn't a negative the Black Lives Matter hoodie fucking you know Sam recorded me get my ass beat by the police yo say they want to say our lives matter but they don't want to help us notice up all the niggas that support Black Lives Matter there they're always have more money than us Don't say like I know every digger will have a Black Lives Matter shirt on has more money than me and I still live in the hood. I'm doing a podcast so my iPhone is a fucking ghetto. And I'll probably gonna get shot for doing this but I don't give up Fuck, because I'm supporting my I'm supporting the nigga on the Black Vibes Matter label and I'm supporting another nigga who yo se lo hynny already said I will be in this in this fucking video and keep an eye out for Joker and a nigga for go say keep an eye out for that because we're gonna do a music video and there's gonna be his music video there's gonna be Joker and the day before now saying Joker and I'm a bucket nigga form like you know like if the Joker was a black negative instead of a white nigga you felt me? Awesome. The Joker snake bringing all this shit up because Nancy died in the hood. You feel me? He's rich. You're rich. You can go to the hood. There's a reason why Snoop Dogg doesn't go to the hood. There's a reason why Cypress Hill won't go to the hood. You feel me like I just say this. I have respect nipsey hussle because he was rich and he went back to the hood and he was trying to help the end the hood, fucked him over the hood. The hood killed the nigga you feel me and shout out to that naked cowboy for you know, honoring nipsey hussle upon his passing, and all these little niggas out here violating like low niggas want to be Crips and Bloods and they want to violate us and I'm not even I'm not even a gang member. I'm 28 years old, and I grew up in the hood my whole life. And I've always learned a lesson to violate to never violate you violate you call the crypt a crap. That's a violation. You call a blood a slob that's a violation. You feel the ethos of red on the ground and step on it in front of a bunch of bloods. It's a violation. you toss up blue on the ground and step on it in front of a bunch of other Crips it's violation. Yes, I don't know if y'all saw the video will cowboy but there was this young critical nager something and he he or I don't know if he was a blood or crip but he he he scraped out these other niggas tags on their hood on the wall he scraped out another nigga shit and put fuck them and put his set shit up there and he didn't get no permission from his set to do that awesome some niggas are gonna have to die for this for no reason and there's peace you feel the niggas in the hood always want to keep peace. That's why we I was gonna say we, but I'm a part of the hood is a living organism you feel me? The hood is a living organism where we're all living people we're living in one thing the hood can power you are to hook and kill you. Or to hook and stop. You're the hook can help you. But the hook will only help you if you help the hood. You feel me? There's a reason why nipsey hussle got shot. Yeah, he was in the hood, but he's fucking rich. Like, you gotta understand something. Back in the day, my uncle's a real nigga from Compton. I'm not from Compton, okay. I'm not from Compton. I'm from La Fuente California. My dad bought a house out there before the Mexicans even took that hood over. So they didn't fuck with my dad offer GP because he bought the house for the Mexicans took that hood over. So it's like that nigga was here first Leave him alone. You feel me? Awesome basic hood shit. Now I can't go back to my hood because it's controlled by fucking Mexicans and they go and look at me like what the fuck is a black doing here? You know someone to go talk to you feel me? But that's just how it is now. You know, I just have respect for nipsey hussle he was a rich nigga and he went back to the hood and he tried to help the hood like some rappers shit like, like rappers like ice cube and Snoop Dogg. You know y'all niggas say y'all from the hood, but fuck y'all niggas ain't did shit for the hood. y'all niggas do shit for you. yourself say Snoop Dogg saying he does so much shit for the state he should get a check hell no they go What the fuck you different nigut the fuck you did for niggas working hard as a dog barely scraping by they we was listening to your music but what the fuck did that really do for us made us feel better? helps us get over relationship I can't lie every time rubbish breaks up with me I listened to that Snoop Dogg song I don't need no bids bitch bitch call me call them my phone always lie and I don't need no big hit you fill me in I can't sing you my fucking shit. No I'm saying and I'm talking to you about juice out of not like powder nigga died. You feel me I heard the stories or read the rumors. You know I'm saying and this this goes out for me. Because a homie I know some niggas that know famous negative I know I know how it knows Lucy bird and I know nigga who knows you know a couple other niggas actually know some niggas and no little pump and all that shit is just I'm a self made nigga. I'm the type of nigga from the hood bro I'll pretend that my my battery's dead and I'll wait for you to try to get give me a jump and I'll pull a car starter out of my ass I'll pull the car starter out and then air like I'll turn it into Jesus for three seconds and I will just make some magic happen and I will start my car and I will flip you off and I will tell you I don't need a fucking hand out negative The fuck is this? nigga don't need a handout. Never got a handout why the one that I'll pitch below me. So I'm gonna walk out the way real quick. Are you a something that's good? You need more water? Oh, go ahead. I don't need nothing. I'm just gonna eat me some nigga Sue. Bye Bye y'all This is my mom you know saying awesome. Nigga had to respect Oh gee you know I'm saying nigga had to give her a little birth to get through and all that shit you know I'll be I'll be I'll be paying for all her food I don't really give a fuck I mean she don't bother nigga answer the world she literally created a nigga besides God so you fill me nigga had to pay his respects and shit but no so let me like on small say this juice world's niggas y'all and his real friends y'all are not that niggas real friends you are not juice world's real friends how'd you go and be juice world's real friends my nigga and you go fucking go on his private jet and have your guns out by what's wrong with you niggas bro. The ops wasn't there. It wasn't no hood shit, it wasn't no gang shit, no violated, y'all niggas are bald out You're your nigga paid for all y'all to get on his private jet bro y'all niggas probably did not pay a dime for this nigga to help y'all he probably bought your clothes food probably bought y'all we you know I'm saying and then the niggas rich All I know is I heard juice where it was such a cool nigga bro magazine in the hood niggas in the studio with always told me like you should play Xbox game so this nigga I said, you know they were looking at me in the studio and I never you know I'm saying I don't fuck with the new niggas not because I hate them or I'm jealous but I'm a little old school you feel me? Like this rapid should mean something to me bro. I come up and a nigga calls me new I'm gonna be like my nigga rapid since 2008 You feel me I've been doing this shit when I wasn't shit and now I am shit but I put in my motherfucking work naked zombie god damned if you low bro me off throw my whole life For way right now and I will kill you forever I'll put you to sleep forever just to prove a point. ruin my whole life put in a negative sleep. Just to prove a point my nigga put the work in my neck of Blood Sweat tears My fucking kids missing Christmas presents and shit real shit bro real shit so that's all I gotta say y'all niggas man. If some real oh geez could tell the scene juice world and see me say y'all niggas should be friends man. y'all niggas will get along and play Xbox games together that should just makes me mad that a naked told me that and the snake is dead. I barely started giving this motherfuckers music a chance and now I can't even I can't even click one of his songs. Listen to it. Just because I'm so disgusted by the way that nigga died. He was ready to die for all the new ungrateful phox if you're wanting to just world suppose that friends, that nigga died for you. And he died for you and you're a piece of shit. You're a fucking piece of shit. You let the fucking pilot see the fucking guns. Fucking way big guns around in a fucking private jet off fucking airstrip all you fuckers deserve to die john cena naked was so nice he swallowed all those fucking pills to save you, you fucking faggots and that's the bank's given that's the fucking banks given the negative dead and his and his girlfriend was there and it goes out the juice world's cause the girlfriend how you gonna be his girlfriend bitch and you go and let that nigga swallow those pills and die like that for all his ignorant aspirins and want to hold guns out because they weren't really his friends and they were his friends. They would have kept their guns inside. They would have kept their guns concealed. They would have waited for the police to pull up the order waiting for the ops pulled up they would have waited for some hood shit, you know, like oh, we're gonna rock juice world and then You're his niggas protect your nigga that's helping y'all pull the guns out and stop juice world from getting fucking robbed. But nah This is this nigga died for y'all like Jesus, and I know you must focus on give a fuck that's why I'm so angry about this world's death I'm so disgusted by the way he died. I can't even listen to anymore his songs because all I can think about is the you bitch ass bag. It's waving your guns around like you niggas a big meter El Chapo. And you put your own nigga, you put your own nigga in that situation. Juice world should have just took his family with him. Because because at least they would have had the good sense to keep their guns concealed instead of waving them around like fucking idiots. It's like, some niggas forget that. They're black, bro. We're black. I'm black. I live in the hood. I can't wait my gun around negative the police are gonna come fuck is wrong with you fucking faggots. I swear to God. You know, and exact cinci on I don't even really want to talk about his death because I should I should have shattered in a spirit when I heard about that I did not even want to believe the Nichols dead. You know, I'm saying I didn't want to believe juice was dead either but it was some real shit. I could say about xx cinci on his I wish that he had a bulletproof car because of his car was bulletproof. I'm pretty sure he could have you know, he could have just locked the doors and you know, probably just ran those niggas over something and just drove home. You feel me? But you know, should have could have would we feel me just yeah. And then my last thing I want to talk about is Takashi six, nine. All right. I'm just gonna keep your real job. You know, like everybody, especially if you're black because when I was in Joe to black Too strong niggas had to scream that shit going to sleep in jail to black too strong. So if you're black and you were at one time at Takashi six nine Ben you're officially not black in my book you're officially just some whitewash piece of shit. Because how you gonna let a Mexican with rainbow hair and and before you start trying to justify the rainbow hair. Let me tell you how fun all right LGBT okay LGBT the transgenders and the homosexuals and the lesbians okay the rainbow shit that's their shit okay the rainbow shit doesn't belong to the hood maybe if you're a gay nigga from the hood maybe if you're a gay bits from the hood maybe if you're transgender from the hood I get it all right rocky low rainbow shit, but obviously cost you six nine isn't the faggot but you just y'all really gonna support a faggot ass now A long rainbow hair and a rainbow grill. Probably suck the rainbow deck to get his record deal. No like garden he shouldn't even be surprised that he snatched y'all really shouldn't have been surprised if a nigga is pussy enough to wear rainbow hair and a rainbow grill you should not be surprised that that nigga told on you. If you thought he was a real nigga and you believed that he was a real hood, nigga You don't deserve the man of God God Jesus Christ God and my father in heaven you know I'm I beg for forgiveness from God right now because if God gave me the permission to kill stupid niggas like you, I would and I would enjoy and I wouldn't stop until every stupid nigga like you. And juice world suppose it friends and girlfriend are dead because y'all niggas on deserve to live. Y'all saying and then and then I saw a real nigga on Instagram today talking about six nine, loading his guns pulling the clips out of his guns niggas talking shit about him. Yeah, everyone's a pussy. Everyone's a pussy. Everyone's too scary bro. Y'all saying we're too fearful these days? Like we're putting our trust and rainbow headed next to kids that want to go to prison and snitch on everybody in the hood. Like no wonder what our world so fucked up You feel me? Like we rather put our trust in a nigga like Obama that wants to give Colorado legal weed. You know, you could talk all the shit you want about Trump, but weeds legal on a federal level now and that's because of him and his administration. So that's just I just dropped that just dropped everything that just broke open, broke all the rumors down and I'm not even talking politically but damn like, I'll be Mama coulda took weed off the schedule one substances shit. But that nigga kept saying he had more important things to do that Nick Obama didn't do shit. My ground I'm black, I hate Obama. My grandma. My grandma died she died hating Obama you know my grandma said before she passed away she said this three months when Obama got elected he said he fucked up my insurance I don't like him anymore. I'm gonna die and it really fucked up way and I remember I was in the hood and I didn't have no money and I was doing dirt and my fucking on call me and she said my grandma's passing away and I could not afford to go to see my grandma because she was dying in the burbs awesome white shit cuz she didn't want to die in the hood and a negative respect that filmy but y'all saying nigga naked? nigga kill my grandma. Like Yeah, I get it my grandma was old But Obama basically killed my grandma he fucked up her health insurance and as she said she was gonna die in a fucked up way with her her medicine and shit she did die the fucked up her her medicine is shit. That's some real shit. So y'all saying this is like god damn like the nigga got rid of Obamacare all the jobs came back and then and then the nigga takes weed off the schedule one thing you know the bill got passed on November 20 2019 this nigga this nigga is a racist but he made weed federally legal the white racist nigga made federally legal weed before to suppose it black nigga who swear to god he cared about us. That nigga only swear to god he cared about us just to get the boats. All right. Just point blank period bro like Nicki Minaj She lied about being bisexual just just to get the cloud. You feel me Nicki Minaj lied about being bisexual to get the cloud. Where's her backlash? Where's all the angry gay people being like, Oh, I can't believe I spent money on your fucking album bitch. Pink Friday and she dropped pink Friday on Black Friday. Like Come on bro. Like you niggas are so stupid y'all can't add two and two together. You can't see that the all the niggas that should be alive or didn't kill and all the niggas that should get killed like six nine should die so the juice world's six nines whole family should be dead instead of juice world xx santiana nipsey hussle. If I can make a deal with God and the devil. I put six nines whole fucking genetic makeup in the grave Fuck it. I launched new kinetico New Mexico foot Mexico. Yo y'all niggas got the cartel fuck the cartel I can't fight the cartel with shit new killer radiation can fight the cartel but you know I'm saying I don't have that power I just make songs I just I just got really mad at that you feel me like I'm from the hood you feel me like I'm from the area for white boy asks you if you have wheat for sell you walk away from him because he's a cop. And if a Mexican boy asks you for drugs for sell, that niggas a cop to you feel me. That's the way niggas grew up. That's the way niggas condition like don't Jesus said, product of my environment. I'm a product of my environment, we're products of our environment and our environment is fucked up. We're putting our trust and Vegas of rainbow hair that like to snitch on people and put real niggas in prison. We're putting our trust and and record labels to set niggas up like take a you know the record label that take a was on helped him escape from house arrest they helped him escape from house arrest so they can make his song more popular. Take case in prison for 40 years let me let me look up how old take a his sake he's in prison for 40 years. Let's see. Let's see how much of his life is wasted the sight but in the sight but in the computer real quick how old is today? Okay. I'll just take a take a is 19 years old. So all right carried at nine. That's 50 so take a second to get out of the President. 59 years old. 59 years old, he's gonna go Yup, penalty. 55 years Never mind. Never mind he's gonna get out at like 6070 he's gonna get out of prison is 70 years old. He's gonna he was born in the year 2000 Wow, he was born in the year 2000 See, that's what happens when you fuck and you have a baby in the year 2000 but, you know, fuck fuck his birth year. I'm not gonna talk shit about his birth year but then he looks so young. He looks like the clone for that Gemini man movie. I'm looking at take a young face on this Google Images and I'm a folk on the sad look at how young this kid is. Yeah, this whole future ahead of him. Hope he wasn't a burgeoning before they locked him up 55 years in a 19 year old kid. Oh wow. He's in a green they put him in the green. He's not a pedophile. Oh no why he's in protective custody must be because he's a rapper. But damn niggas are really our LinkedIn. He's from Arlington, Texas. Oh my god I'm sorry yo unreadiness. He looks so young. 19 year old young, black adult, he's not even an adult. He's a teenager. The nigga was his 19 facing 55 years of prison because his record label wanted publicity. You know, they could have just sent somebody to his house. You know, they could have they could have they could have brought the studio to his house. They could have brought the studio to his house that didn't have to make him escape. house arrest and got do that I mean I know he robbed and they get to but you feel me there's there's always more to the story I know that the label had a hand in it you felt me and that's what niggas talk about, but I just you know, I need to know y'all Here it is. But hold on. I want y'all to hear this. You heard that that was the sound of my laptop closing I couldn't even close the window. I couldn't even close the window. I might I might I might drink some beer later and just stare at his young face and I'm also pet apostleship but also Hutch and like I'm 28 you will be like, like this niggas not going live for any his 20s He's 19 like when you first turn 18 that's when you're 17 this snake is still a kid. He's gonna be in prison for 55 years. He's not going to get out of prison until he's 70 Dude, you know all the good times you have when you're 23 and you're 24 you fucking get wasted in Drop in your friend's fucking toilet he's not going to get to enjoy any of that the most he's going to be able to do is drink fuck your true now it's fucking horrible I don't I don't fucking like it like I feel horrible man so you know youngest basis makes me want to take my microphone and just breaking the tiny pieces I want to break my audio technica at 35 at 235 I just want to break it like like a glass but snowglobe sometimes you know saying so many of us are die like and then you know I'm saying there's some real hood legends like there's CUDA and I know m&m knows about CUDA cuz I'm unemployed. I'm not gonna I'm not no snitch. I'm not six nine. I'm not no Mexican. So don't worry CUDA is six nice nice started. All I have to tell you is ask m&m or read that m&m versus the Punisher comic. But you know when you get sick when you get AIDS, and AIDS virus goes in your body you have these things called the T cells. It's your body's last line of defense and the hood. We have polar preliminary defenses. We have niggas like me who aren't in gangs, who will tell the gangs that run the hoods that we live in like a there's a problem and y'all I'm saying I'm just I'm just a hood rat before God like I don't have a set or nothing and I ain't trying to join up with these niggas are trying to fuck up our hood whole time. Just y'all saying then you got the gangs like if you're if you're to blood hood, The bloods are basically like the police in your hood. You know I'm saying except they're better, unless you're a bitch as make it and you'll get bucked off with a shot. But, you know, they're the Crips, but I'm not gonna say I don't like Crips, but most of them I don't like them, you know i'm saying i will say there are some real true blue niggas out there. But that's not every nigga there that rocks those colors it lives that life not every negative rocks a blue flag flag. It's a true blue hero, like these niggas are heroes of the hood type shape you know, but let's take away the gang members you have specialized hood niggas. Yeah, but niggas that aren't in sets like me, but they're crazier than me like the as specialized skills like niggas in our Marines niggas there are special Black Ops shit you feel me like awesome, the hood needs them. You know, the cartel rose up and it's like all we need Special hood nigga cuz he has the fucking 50 calibers shit and the hand grenades he told me those are the T cells it's either one nigga or as two niggas usually the niggas are like Sun and Moon usually both natives are killers one nigga will buy a broke kid ice ice cream calm and another nigga will pull his gun out and be like go home to your parents now you know saying and CUDA is a fucking T cell I don't know what hood he's from but he's a T cell like every hood nigga knows about CUDA and the fact that six nine made a song about pooted and snitched on him in prison just shows you that's a local legend like I don't know if y'all know what urban myths are but you know urban myths make the hood you know their their little tells no Then you know there's a movie called tells me but I'm not trying to spin off of that but there are literal tales in the hood you know that there's real shit. So it's just that uh you know what happens all these niggas I fuck with it fuck so funny because like, pastas little young little shitty pants as low brainbow headed faggot ass naked just come into game think he was big and bad think that he was a blood animax can another crash dummy went to fucking prison snitch on every nigga that ever cut for him that ever did anything for him and he thinks he's gonna get out of prison and nothing's bad is gonna happen to him he refused protective custody on everything. All my mama on a dead homeys I won't do anything to six nine but I know the hood. The hood will. The hoods organism. You can't go around killing Degas and kill the nigga and kill his daughter and not expect the family to have one nigga tripping in a car crying with two other niggas strapped up being like we're gonna get this nigga oh they go and get it has organism on God the hood has an immune system and everything you feel me the hood can heal the hood to repair the hood can damage and Kim remove niggas and retire them early so a lot of you dig is don't don't want to think about the hurt when you listen to rap music you gotta remember that Snoop Dogg still alive Ice Cube still alive most of these niggas know even m&m that niggas from the hood yeah he's from the trailer park but y'all understand some black people will be homeless because they don't want to live in a trailer park. A trailer park is when your income is so low you're fitting to be homeless like you have to stay at a trailer park because you have nowhere else to stay So the shape of this rap game is really bad. It's really bad in the music industry like these big companies, these big record labels, they're just pushing niggas out there pushing any nigga out like niggas don't even have to rap good anymore niggas just have to be able to rap and do stupid shit niggas have to make us have to disrespect themselves. You know, I met some in the hood when a grown man stepped out of his character and did some shit to a mega other niggas are not buckling because I'd be like, oh Ron's a cool guy but you know, I'm saying that nigga got it wrong space run asset and they got to get out of his face lon beat that nigga to death with his hand going because Ron didn't want to shoot him. But Ron has a bad temper and Ron stays in his lane. And Ron doesn't put himself out there like that. So when that nigga got in the wrong space, Ron pulled his gun out and made that nigga get on his knees and started beating them in the face with his gun all the other niggas in the hood new that's why we don't mess with wrong that's why we leave Ron alone. Ron's not trying to fight everybody like debo Ron is staying in his lane. Ron did not want to beat that negative death but that nigga would not leave Ron alone. You feel me? That's life. Like this game where we're pushing out corporate niggas All right. rapping used to be about the hood used to be about rapping about our struggle rapping about what we had to go through. And then thank God that we got the record label and we got the mansion and we got all this nice shit so we don't have to live in the fucking hood anymore. You feel me? That motherfucking nigga get stripped of his humanity going through some shit in the hood. And in a nigga will get out the hood and be grateful that he he was able to be one of the niggas that made it out. That's the whole point of being born. In the hood to make it out to get out to to leave to evacuate that motherfucker not like the hood is such a bad thing because there are good times in a hurry but there are more bad times the good times good but that's good like we're all working hardest dogs fucking struggling to fucking to fucking barely scraped by for nickels and times and shit. Y'all saying course with fucking robbing each other niggas are too scary to go to the burbs around the white boy now know back in the day, back in the day before I was born, like what in the 80s nicus used to ride around and suburbs. It used to be five niggas jammed in a fucking Cadillac, and it will be their grandpa's shit. They ride around in the fucking suburbs, they look for a white nigga on the bike, and they would just jump that nigga that beat his ass. Because I knew that nigga had a good life. They knew that Motherfucker didn't have to struggle they knew that that nigga was no face the same problems that they were gonna face. So they took that aggression out on them by beating his ass by robbing him taking his money. You're saying now it's like negative just doing stupid shit to help themselves you feel me? Or it's worse now we're too scary so we have to hurt each other you see a black nigga work money you gotta wrap that black nigga because you too scared to rob that white nigga You're too scared to rap that Mexican but you're black so it's okay to rob your own people, right? It's okay to fuck your own people over. But we're already doing so bad every time. It's a dead nigga on the news. Every time it's a negative gets handcuffed and magically gets shot in the back by a bunch of white boys are receding hairline. You feel me And we just keep ignoring this shit. We keep ignoring this shit we keep sucking it up in general for our lives and we don't do anything about it. niggas will get killed in our own hood. I'm just like, three white boys. But don't think about the police uniform. Three white boys Tiger shoot him in the back and your name is Guy. Draco's before they called us these dragons but y'all niggas got Draco's. goosies ak is ak fitties Yaga Yaga some other shit that looks like it's a shotgun but it's not it just has an extended barrel clip. y'all niggas too scared the bus those three white boys niggas could just take three headshots. You know I'm saying I've seen a broken leg as a rusty as 38 do a lot of cocaine and take three head shots. You're saying like y'all niggas y'all niggas can record a nigga getting shot in the back on video but y'all can't help and they go out. I get it, but shit. Like Come on bro. You see a mindfuck and white boys shoot a motherfucker in the back and their backs are to you and you got all your niggas got guns don't dump on them, just dump on them dump on them because by the time they come back all y'all niggas are gonna be in the house that will have no cameras in the hood. Black people are too scary or too scary or too scary. So scary that we won't even Rob other races anymore. We just Rob Asians or whites, Mexicans. Now we're only robbing our own kind. filming the negative killed nipsey hussle was black. This is make you angry and you're black. Then I saw Round your fucking head. You take pills. You fucking see a psychiatrist or something. Because black on black crime isn't what it's all about. And Jill, they told me nigga, we're here to make a bro not branka, bro. But that's all I gotta tell you niggas. You feel me? We're hurting our own people. We're hurting our own people so much. We're letting other races join gangs that are only for black people. Okay? Mexican can be a blood. A white boy can't be a blood, Asian to not be a blood or a crip. Those are full black gangs, for our race for our communities for our hoods. Okay, of a Mexican is a blood that he's a crash dummy, and he's dying for our race. He's gonna die for the black race and we're going to laugh at his Dead fucking body because that's what a crash dummy is. A white boys a crit he's dying for the race he's dying for our people. That fucking crackers dying for us this crash dummy y'all niggas are stupid. Y'all put your faith in a crash dummy to Kashi six nine is a crash dummy he's a Mexican, a fucking Mexican. Throwing up bees No wonder why snitched on y'all? He snitched on y'all put y'all niggas in prison. Y'all trusted a member of another race is really fucking despicable at least the Mexicans know how to help each other. At least white people know how to help each other. Asians know how to help each other. But we're so motherfuckas scary that we have still from each other. What happened to us getting together What happened to the good old days? Even even when niggas were doing the civil rights movement the niggas that were committing crimes or trying to hurt the light in the Mexican senate know any race it wasn't black you feel me? Now it's just like we're too scary. You know, an ego would rather rob a black man for $200 and be black his damn self but then another nigga will be like oh there's this white boy and he has a lot of money bro we should jump in and take a shit and the same negative Rob that black man for $200 is scary So say I don't want to go to jail man. Wow, I don't want to go to jail but I could rob aka Robin nigga the same color as me. And the same hood. No good and damn well that makes black. But but but I can't rob the Mexican or the white boy, because I'm too scared to go to jail, because I'm too scary to stand up to another race. Nah, you know, saying black people lost their pride, we lost our pride. We don't have any more pride. Vegas will go to jail and we'll be working with the police. And then all the niggas that run the cards will get extra phone time and extra visiting time for snitching to the police all those mega snitch the police. If you're in California prison or jail, and you're a member of the card. Your leader is a snitch their snitch they're snitching on you. They're taxing you. They cook big spreads and they eat them in front of you. You just just fucking p od if you can understand that. That's why I broke the rules. That's why I hit the Nazi in the face. That's why I use a break and nigga off. I refused to break each other off. You know I'm saying a Mexican will piss downstairs while niggas are still eating and they won't break their own people off but again will piss downstairs by accident we have to break the nigga off now tell me how that make sense. And a white boys do it to its show power. They won't break their own negus off. But, but we have to break our niggas off is not right. You're talking about jail and prison shit now it's all level we're too scary. We need pride, y'all I'm saying that Malcolm X if you're not dead Malcolm X and you're listening to me out there somewhere you need to still surprising to come out of Heitmann. So these big stand up rise up y'all saying like, I feel the Holy Ghost to me. I don't even want to fight 100 niggas but if I could take 100 of the scariest black mother fuckers from my hood, and I can slap each nigga in the face and tell them the rise up little bit. Then that's what I should do. Shit. We need to rise up was we just gonna keep fucking You feel me? And it's not a race thing. It's not a race war. But God damn it white people stand up for themselves. Fucking Mexican stand up for themselves Asian stand up for themselves. We don't stand up for ourselves. You feel me we see a nigga getting beat by the police for no reason and we walk away. We walk away. We walk away and live our lives. And we turn a blind eye to one of our own people, and we become a traitor to our race. Like those black people that become police officers, you become a traitor to your race. Once you become a traitor to your race, that's it. yet understand some once you become a traitor to your race, you won't even be safe around your own people like yet understand some of these black People are desperate for money. They're desperate. They can't hold regular jobs. I'm a nigga myself. So you know how niggas are so if a nigga becomes a cop, he was desperate. He probably was too mentally retarded. So drugs and he decided to just do something. And he probably thought it was the right thing. But yeah, you're black and you're an officer of the law, You're a traitor to your race. Because nine times out of 10 I got my ass beat by the cops. And you know what I did? I saw a black cop and I told him to help me. I said, bro, members of another race of beating on me and were black. told me he didn't give a fuck. I was like, wow, you know, just for a paycheck. Just Just for hourly wage. You go on that white boys and Mexicans beat my ass. All over the sand and kick me in the nuts and shit. And then I call it the nigga trailer to his race and he punched me in the throat. slam the cop car on me, but I just thought to myself like wow, this nigga they promised me though. Nigga punched me in the throat because that's all the truth. He couldn't handle it and have the demons in them. If you're black and your officers a lie, you don't worship God. I don't even know why you're pretending to even try to go to church and be right with God. Well, how much sinning and crime you're really doing? You know, I'm saying you're just so scary and fearful like I just I just have hope. I have hope that we'll have pride and will stand up for ourselves. Yeah, and I know I went from talking about music to politics last real shit but all the shifts connected like We got to stand up for ourselves. You know, it's like the Beastie Boys says you gotta fight for your rights to par Tae Yong saying but forget the party part. We gotta fight for our rights. Why people fight for their rights. Mexicans fight for their rights. Mexicans are such pieces of shit. They fight for rights they don't even have and they still get them because they stand their ground. Okay, a Mexican will lie to you to your face. And you can see the line nerd fucking little beady eyes and you will know that they're full of shit, and they will stand their ground. nega what's the nega nega gonna stand his ground. Ah, there is a scary neighbors don't stand their ground. We don't stand our ground. We don't even stand up for our own people. White people stand up for their own people, Mexicans stand up for every race stands up for their own people by blacks in America. Even in Africa, we don't stand up for our own. That's what's wrong with the music industry. We got these people running these big corporations. You have to understand something that rap was a black thing. That hip hop is a black thing. It's a niggas were born in the hood. We don't have nice things in the hood. And we're fucking turning on each other like fucking pit bulls that are hungry. You know, and, and there's no respect like this hip hop shit used to mean something used to mean something like when an ego rap about changing his daughter's diaper in a fucking dope house. Holding on to his pistol while he's doing it. That's real shit. That is real honest to god hood nigga shit. true hero under God. Go. I just want y'all to know. Everybody has to stand up for their own people, you don't stand up for your own people that you're not one of those people. I'm proudly a black nigger, and I'm proudly organism. I'm proudly a member of brotherhood. I stand up for my own people. I stand up children, men, elderly, I'll stand up for anybody. And I don't even care about race. But especially stand up for another nigga because when I see a brother in need, I have to help him out work arlis and I just hate I hate it so much. That we can't help each other. That we don't stand up for one another. You know, Mexicans are out here. Taking over entire restaurants, only hiring their family members. And a nigga will take something over and we can't even help our own cousin. I'ma let y'all go. The podcast you just heard was made using anchor. ever thought about making your own podcast. Anchor makes it really easy for anyone to get started. It's a one stop shop for recording, hosting and distributing podcasts. Best of all, it's 100% free, sign up now@anchor.fm slash new that's anchor.fm slash new to get started.

BVM Podcast PC1

BVM Podcast PC1

Mon, 1/20 10:58PM • 24:31

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

fucking, shit, bro, niggas, podcasts, people, mexican, job, call, black, dude, cold, cops, distro, programs, kid, evil, arrest, hire, cartel

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Yo, what's up? Welcome to my podcast y'all. Hope you guys hope you guys liked my podcast. Today I'm just I got to see my therapist and I just got off of work today, you know, still trying to better myself myself. I'm still trying to make better changes to my life and stuff man. And it's just been really difficult lately, you know, today I'm actually using my studio equipment to record my podcasts. And I'm gonna I'm using mixcraft right now because you know, I got an actor and I got the fabfilter and stuff so you won't hear any of that crinkly static. You heard in my first few podcasts so it's all clear you know, you hear the burbs clear in HD and everything so pretty much you know, I got to get all that stuff off of my chest and my therapist and that was just wonderful. You know, like, I'm not even gonna lie to you guys like, it felt like the best thing ever because I was just I was just relieved to get it to get it all out of myself, you know, to get everything just out out of me out of my my emotions just out I got everything out and you know, I got to schedule the appointments with my therapist for like every week, for next month, which is great. And, you know, I'm going to be going to court soon to see if I can get off of probation. And I just been you know, I've been real focused on my music I've been trying to improve a lot. And one thing that I have to say is that I'm actually trying to get I'm trying to get like my delivery better. You know, I know when I wrap my voice is actually a little lazy. I guess it's a I was like, I rap too slow. I don't know. Um, you know, like, you know, when I used to rap and stuff like that I didn't know about, you know, being on beat or being off be, you know, saying like, some people just naturally have rhythm and some people just, you know, they don't like I'm one of those people I can't dance, but I can freestyle, you know, like I could be like, I'm broke with no hope sitting in a tub waiting to soak all Yeah, like a crackhead wanting to smoke some dope. And it didn't make any sense, but it rhymes you feel me? Like but yeah, like, you know, when I was 16 I couldn't wrap my way out of a paper bag. You know, I used to freestyle like other kids in high school and shit. And even the adults would tell me I couldn't freestyle my way out of the paper bag. It was just fucking horrible. It was like hell, hell on earth. It's crap. Like credible crap. You know, it's just like, I just figured since the mic is so good, and that the technology was so good, there was some shit that could just turn up my voice or like realign my vocals to like, the beat to make my vocals on be like just, you know, like, if it's a little bit off to the left, like, oh, screw my shit to the right, like no like, you know, and that's why we have to do other takes and stuff but it's cool. Like, I haven't even been freestyling as much as just I wrote some shit and I wrote I wrote, I'm a street shark. No, no, I said something like, I'm a street shark running through Jurassic Park swolled niggas tearing it apart. And, you know, and like, That shit was awesome. Like, I was like, that rhymes you know, like, I got some bars and shit. My fucking song first class is still getting mixed by the homie and right now I'm just waiting to get my money together cuz I found out today that the battery in my iPhone is severely degraded. I have the 2016 iPhone SE. And every time I go to the fucking ATM, the Ico ATM, it tells me that it won't give me any money for my phone. And that would I like to recycle my phone for free anyways and I was just kind of pissed off. I'm like, dude, you're gonna take all the parts out of my phone and you're gonna sell them for money. But, but you don't want to give me no money for my phone. You know, the only good website to have for that is actually Gazelle, you know, and I actually have distro kid. So I can put my podcasts on Spotify, you know, and everything. It's frickin crazy that I even started off of anchor but I saw my homeboy you know the hosts of Matthews. On anchor and that's what got me on anchor so I figured hey will anchor will distribute my podcasts for free you know like let me get on anchor you know but I already paid for distro kid so I figured hey I can I can just distribute my podcasts on frickin distro kid and put them on Spotify and stuff. I'll probably put my homeboy on his stuff too so he could he could have his stuff on distro kid. Um, you know, I don't even know how you put a podcast on Spotify I mean, do I have to have a Spotify for artists account? You know if I put my podcasts on there because there's no like one guy will podcasts or chicho podcast by themselves so just talk about things I'll talk about like a topic, you know my topic is life. You know, like it gets hard for all of us out here man. You know, I was just thinking about how hard life was and how I had like this shit Job Liberty tax is a sign spinner and I was only working for like four hours today. And I was calling goodwill the Resource Center and ask them if they have programs for people with felonies now here's the thing. Here's the thing, you know people like you a lot they'll open those doors that they're supposed to open for everybody just for you. That's just how people are and in a nutshell, you know, it sounds fucking horrible evil like you're just this human piece of shit. Yeah, that's what happens. So you know, I go that and I said, This goodwill have any programs are felons and it says goodwill has multiple programs. So people have convictions are called the resource center out here and they tell me all they have is like three programs. And I just tell them straight up I'm like, Look, I've been in the program before when I was under age. So I know I have to do the resume, the job search stuff. You know, the All the fake basic stuff before I can, you know, the be like, Oh, this guy still can't find a job you know, let's hook him up with a program you know and that's when all the job coaches and shit look at they look at like your skills your resume or your interviewing ability and shit like that now just decide off the top that oh, this guy is doing the best he possibly can and stuff so there's no way that you know, we shouldn't offer him a spot in this program like it's obvious his full needs a job, you know, and that's that's the shitty thing about goodwills because they're supposed to hire felons. They're supposed to hire people criminal backgrounds period. And I got passed over for a job at Goodwill recently. And I got angry, like, you know, like my cousin is a Hispanic lady will fake blonde hair you know, and a Mexican chick will dyed her hair blonde. There is nothing more evil than the Mexican lady with that fake blonde hair is like you're like the evil is fucking for us. It's like the brouhaha like and I'm not even being racist like my cousin is a Mexican girl will fake blonde hair and her shit. She still dies or shit blonde. She still dies or shit blonde. And her shit is a naturally blonde. She has fucking black brunette hair like the fucking rest of us. fucking prick. Fucking mom isn't proud of the natural color of her shit. But yeah, you know, and there's just nothing more evil than the Hispanic lady or Latino lady with that with that with their hair dyed blonde. It's something I think it's the chemical that gets in our brain and it just makes them the most evil force of nature that they can be like the owner of my subway. She was so evil. I told her my mom fell over and I had to go home and like a sister or something. And the manager was trying to make me work overtime and I didn't even tell her I wanted to she just laughed and told you I yeah, he'll do this and I'm like, No, I'm not full. I'm leaving. You can stay here. You know, she went home and she screwed me over awesome manager shit. But, you know, I'm saying, I left at my right time. And this other bits got mad at me, but I didn't care and the owner ran up on me. She said, I don't care about your mom. You know, this is your job. And I'm just like, Dude, this is a part time job. You literally let the other guy who closes the subway, go to school and stuff. This guy goes to school and only works at night. So how are you? How are you being flexible for everybody but me? Because I'm the only black man there. So you don't want to be flexible for me because I'm the only black person you know, like I could see it and it just made me angry. So, you know, I put in my two weeks notice and I just didn't show up for a whole week and they kind of got like, you know, kind of understood where I was going with this. Um, I don't know why my fucking my screen won't go to sleep randomly. I think it's because I put windows on here but it's not my fault. I like using Windows you know, I'm saying but uh, yeah, like she was total bitch man. It was just it was just shitty. Bitch. It's horrible. You know how bitches are? You know, bitches, which is go too far, like female cops are the wires. Female cops are worse than female dogs. You know, I heard female dogs are the most vicious fighters ever. And female cops. They will keep bitching at you, bro. Like, keep bitching, bitching, and bitching and don't talk back to them, bro. You talk back to a female cop. Oh, believe me dude. I mean Don't get me wrong like to really piss off any other cop. You gotta like, you gotta just be a total like, fucking douche bag. Like I get it like I'm not a douche bag but I'll stand my ground a little bit like a banana tells me to like turn, you know, like put my hands behind my back I'm not gonna resist arrest you feel me? Like I'm not white. I can't read this nigga penal codes and be like, Oh, you can't arrest me, you know? Like, I'm a nigga. So I have to turn around and put my hands behind my shit. Now the only thing I don't like about this county that I'm in a San Bernardino County, any other county you can call your lawyer while you're getting arrested not like you know, put your ear to your phone and shit. You know, but in this county, they take your cell phone out of your pocket. Yes, I know that's fucked up. They take your they take your cell phone out of your pocket and they give it to the booking person. So When I was in bucking I was just like wow like and I had my bluetooth headphones in my ear before the cops started beating my ass and I was trying to call a lawyer I was trying to call my lawyer bro I was about to be like a these guys to beat my ass dude, we're about to get rich again. And like right when they handcuff me right when he asked me what happened and shit bro the fucking pig rip the fucking bluetooth headphones out of my ears and tossed them shits in the desert. I was so fucking pissed. And then a motherfucker had my phone and then I was like dude, why the fuck you know that's all the benefits me up I'm just like, Why the fuck do you have my shit like, like the negative the niggas will take the phone out of your pocket. And that's, that's fucked up. Like they'll take your phone out of your pocket. And you know, here's what I here's one thing that I know, you know, fuck that. Fuck you know, if you're not in jail if you're not in jail like you can Use your phone you can be under arrest and use your phone bro. Like I was in Alaska I was under for arrest using my phone in the car. Like you can be under arrest and use your phone. It's just that as just that you know, you know how niggas are bro niggas will do bullshit and you know love fuck you over. Like I'm not entirely sure how to say this without sounding like a dickhead but like it just some people they know they can do like come on bro like think about it if you call somebody before you go to jail that'll make it so easier for you. Like if you were just able to like get on the phone and be like, yeah, I'm going to jail and stuff dude. Like this guy like he fucking handcuff me and I'm in the car, bro and I'm going to jail. This guy's a fucking He's a fucking dick. Like, you know, I'm saying because I gotta I gotta use my Phone before he fucking figures out how to hang it up and and that's the shitty part is like they're gonna take the Bluetooth shit out of your off of your fucking out of your ear. So it's just like you can't even call somebody real quick and let them know like hey dude i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm in jail right now like because fucking some bullshit happened and I need you to call my wife or something you know and tell her like you don't like this guy he like you know what I mean? Like it's weird because I know in Texas I'll let you do that bro in Texas you could have a bluetooth headset on and as long as you're not resisting arrest you could be in the back of the car while they're driving you to jail dude. And you're fucking your fucking arm you know I'm saying but uh, you know, I actually got a su actually got to sue a county for false imprisonment actually. You know, I will I will end up suing the county for false imprisonment eventually but uh, I'm gonna I'm gonna end up making this a short podcast. You know, I was just talking about life really, you know, because it's hard for us, man. It's hard for everybody. You think it's just hard for you, but it is really hard for other people. It's just that some people get more money. You know, they get more money, they have vehicles and they don't understand what it's like to take the bus or they don't understand what it's like to like you're about to be evicted and you need a job. Like, I will say one thing though, hiring managers. You guys are the most cold blooded, heartless, cold cut motherfuckers I ever met. Like, I know. There's one set of people that are going to go straight to hell. It's gonna be hiring managers. I can't remember how many times I told the guy That uh i was gonna get evicted bro if you didn't hire me and I needed him to hire me right then and there. He just looked at me and he just said you sound desperate. I'm just like dude, dude like since when it a man having a job become a privilege is it having a job or responsibility? How does a responsibility become a privilege? Okay, let me let me let me break it down to you. A privilege is air conditioning. a necessity is food, water, clothing and shelter and necessities air to breathe water to stay hydrated. Food to not die of starvation You know? And song for for bath to like not dive an infection from being dirty. Stinky booty but, you know, I digress. But a job is a responsibility a job is a necessity a job is not a privilege. But we have a huge population in this country. Our population is so huge that jobs aren't guaranteed anymore. They literally say and the applications of the jobs aren't guaranteed because dude, our populations too big, you know, and I'm not gonna you know, point the finger but, you know, there is one culture that has too many kids, and they're literally sending all their kids from Mexico over here. I'm not saying any names, man. But I will say you start with the letter M. And you should probably grow some balls and do something about the cartel because we're tired of dealing with your problems. You know, maybe you should grow Some backbone and go back to your country and try to conquer it back. You know, I don't even know how like we lost the Alamo. How did America lose the Alamo? If if the Mexican You know what? I bet we wouldn't have lost the Alamo we had the Mexican cartel back then. They had probably been scared crying like little school girls like oh no, they got the cartel. Let's leave let's cry. Let's go to Canada. No, like, no, like, I wouldn't even know I don't even think Mexicans can get into Canada but I know that you're not in France, and that they're not in Alaska. Thank god some about them. They don't like the cold. You know, if you go to a cold a very very cold place like Alaska. They're not there, bro. You know? So one thing that's one thing I liked about wintertime in Texas. You The Mexicans didn't come outside because they don't like the cold. You know, they're always outside in the summer and shit like that not not never done winter. So, you know what I mean? That's some real shit though. Just it's a fact, bro. You know how like black people don't like the winner and then they're like, you know, like tropical shit. But niggas niggas don't like the cold, you feel me? So I guess, I guess in that regard, you know, no one really likes the cold. I don't know why people like the cold but I'm a brown person and I like the cold but, you know, some people like the cold and some people don't like the cold you feel me? It just is what it is. It's a preference. But, you know, that Pacific culture doesn't appear to like the cold. That's all I'm saying. You know, like I lived in Austin, Texas, and that was just full of Mexicans like, you know, the freeway it was was just jam packed one day. Like I 35 was crowded. And I thought it was a Mexican holiday. Bro the freeway was like overcrowded and I thought it was a Mexican holiday my homeboy told me, dude, that's just the three the three way you ask and started laughing and I was just like, wow, I mean, like, Damn, I just didn't know there was that many of them. Like literally every car every windshield had a Mexican face behind it. I felt like I was I wasn't, I didn't even feel like I was in America. I felt like I was in Mexico. I was like, No wonder why these guys like, like, they own the place. I'm in their country. You know? Like, I don't even feel like this is my country. Like, if I get a job, I have to be bilingual. Like I have to bow down to their shit. And it's like, oh, yeah, they can cross the border and get everything and if I want the niggas to leave, I'm a racist. And then, you know, as like, I can't I can't lie. I learned something being black. Whenever I see a Mexican, you know, use them black culture. I'll tell them, bro, you gotta stay in your race. Like that's offensive. Stay in your race, bro. Like, you're, you're Mexican. So you know, stay in your race like why are you acting like you're you're black like me you feel me? I don't care if you're from the hood like stand your race, bro. Like if you play soccer and you drink horchata and you fucking have the estas and kinson yadus and you and you want to wear Jordans and snapbacks and you know I'm saying like, I don't know man, I'm just saying like, like bro black people have lost too much bro. Like, like if you're Mexican, like leave leave black people alone you know mess with the white people harass the white people. You know fuck the white people over but don't don't fuck the black people over bro because Y'all might have the cartel but we got gangs. Yeah, y'all y'all came over here to avoid the cartel you feel me but so if you get a nigga fired from subway, and you know his family is full of Bloods and those blood niggas roll up to your house and shoot it up with ak 50s that's your fault. Yeah, go ahead and call the police and pretend to be white and get the justice. But all I'm saying is, you bring it on yourself. When I do bad things, and bad things happen to me. I brought it on myself because I did that one bad thing to somebody else. And then karma or God, or maybe God is karma just said, fuck you. You cannot do fuck shit. And get away with it and live happy. You know? And that's the only thing that I noticed about fucking you know, the way that everything is Everybody so ignorant. Like, you know, everybody is saying fuck Trump to the point where they don't see that the Nick is just barely trying to do his job. Like, bro like, I get it. I don't like Trump either, but you motherfuckers act like george bush didn't exist. You remember when niggas used to hate george bush? You remember Hurricane Katrina? Damn. Tell you remember all the black people that really hated Obama? I mean, you're not really black. If you like Obama, I'm sorry. Like, you're probably just one of those fake Carlton banks asked niggas from the suburbs. look yourself in the mirror and you're like, Well, my skin start but I'm ready to spot so I must be just a successful black person. You know? Nah, you're just not black. Yeah, especially if you're a police officer. If you're a police officer, you don't have a right to claim anything about the race? You know? I have a thing, man, you know, like, we should make the black white race kind of like the Jehovah's Witness organization. You know? Like, if a nigga becomes a cop, we just got to excommunicate them. You know, like, no more, no more family reunions, you know, I'm saying niggas are gonna have family reunions and we're not gonna tell this for where they're at. Because the niggas that are smoking blunts there, they don't want to go to jail.

Adult Origin 2

Adult Origin 2

Mon, 1/20 10:58PM • 31:23

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

shit, fucking, nigga, bitch, niggas, car, fuck, podcast, crack, burned, cousin, black, mom, driving, kiss, feel, house, bro, anchor, sister

00:01

Oh, wow. Okay, okay. Yes, if you haven't heard about it, its anchor and if you haven't heard about anchor it's the easiest way to make podcasts. Let me explain how it's free. There's creation tools that allow you to edit your podcast right from your phone or computer and I did that. You know, an anchor will distribute your podcast for you. So I can be heard on Spotify, Apple podcasts and many more. You can make money from your podcasts with no minimum listenership. And it's everything you need to make podcasts in one place. Download anchor from the app store or go to anchor.fm. To get started. I use anchor a lot and I use the little editing thing that they talk about at the effects and you can add music from Apple Music and Spotify Premium to So it's pretty neat. I recommend anchor if you want to start making a podcast for yourself All right. Okay, so yeah, I got to the point where I got the job and I was donating plasma and I was making resumes every day. Like I wasn't smoking weed anymore I literally spent all year renting those free DVDs from the fucking library that the new ones for $1 now I mean the old ass for free ones I watched Lethal Weapon 1234 and I didn't know Lethal Weapon had a three and a four fucking you know, I got addicted to rigs Why dude named Riggs was such a negative. He was like a pit bull in the beginning and then that nigga got old and a lethal weapon show but you know, saying Riggs Riggs I got a heart like rigs You know, I'm saying like, fuck it. Fuck if I'm getting old. I'm still gonna break and take off. You feel me? But yeah, I was a security guard at us security associates. I got hired. I really got hired on October 14, one of the 2016 but the HR bitch made me put another day but when she turned her head I put the date that I wanted to put and then she got mad at me and she told me to correct it and I said, Look, that's the day that the other HR lady said I would like to extend an offer to you. Either you could terminate me now or you could just turn it in like I filled it out. I'm not have food. Have you lied to me about the date I applied to and take back some days off. So, I'm in training and there's this guy that smells like shit. There's black chick, her ass crack is sticking out, all supporting shit. Like her ass crack is sticking out at me like her ass crack is like calling my penis. It's like stick it in me like, you know you bought a house like Dan's most awkward situation and I'll sit next to this guy. He was so fat I could tell he couldn't wipe his ass correctly because he just smelt like shit. Yeah, smell you get when you wipe your ass for the first time, and you smell the skin on your ass but you smell the shit and you can build a shit on the other side of the toilet paper not on your fingers but you can feel how smooth the shit is that you're wiping out of your asshole off of your asshole out of your ass crack. On the other side, y'all said it's like when you walk on a solid surface, you slip and fall. It's coming I like that. But we're your fingers tissue over I'm so you don't get shit in your fingernails. But uh sorry I got the flu like keep fucking snorting my nose. I don't think I have any tissue on deck so bad to tough it out but yeah like a start at were good and after that I was bombed my mom's toilet or some shit and I think I fucking wrecked it drive Oh my cousin I had a bomb in the car I had we like her and here's what happened I told her to look in the back for the bong and I fucked up instead of driving to where she needed to go. I turned my head around and we're returning down this negative thing and I guess I took my eyes off the wheel for too long and I made us wreck and we didn't even really wreck but I hit this nigga sign and then after like the car stops Like my cousin was like, Oh no, we need to get out and I just told her look, Bro, I mean I'm just gonna pull over to this gas station and call AAA and pretty much the car stops and bucking the fucking I forgot to put neutral on and shit I should have put neutral on so I could have taken the car pushed it to that gas station and call triple A but I bought and I had to take Uber all the way home and shit. My cousin loaned me like 60 bucks and it was just horrible. My nigga like the shit was just horrible. Like I had to my cousin ended up getting a $200 check for those niggas and shit like that. Then we really didn't talk anymore after that because she was too scared to get in a car with me. So after that I still have my job security place. You feel me I lost all the Laker I had I didn't lose another A weed but I lost all the liquor I had I lost all the liquor I had and my other like security guard uniforms they were in the car and then we went somewhere to drop off the car keys and I was like where's the car at because I need to get into the car to get the shit out of the car and it's fucking fat next can do it said oh actually the car's not here it says another location and they wanted the keys to the car because the insurance paid the car off but the insurance let these fucking like I'm not racist but I'm Scott said that the fucking insurance company let those dirty fucking Goombas keep the car yes and I know my homeboys dad is a mechanic but that Nick is retarded sometimes. I know that's why his hairline grows fucked up. But you know I'm saying like the oil pan was fucked up in a radiator cracked. So I'm like wow. And it really the airbags disengaged but like I was just like other than that what's wrong with the car? How's it towboat I was like okay two tires are flat the radiators cracked. I'm like Okay, get a new radiator get a new oil pan it's all good two new tires you know saying replace the airbags fix the windshield you know saying it's not it's not total the engine wasn't like smash the car wasn't smashed it was still all in working order near the very end and shit at the scariest fucking part so the other benefits me opposite the insurance lady kept saying it was told and I told her I said look, Bro, I make like $100 every week like I have enough money to get that car thick. So why are you trying to hold on to it and they said they let the bucking niggas that we got the car note from now and they paid car note off so the insurance pays the car note off but they decided to keep the car which is wow never fuck with infinity I would never fuck with infinity I swear to god I'll never fuck with you dirty fucking bastard to let those Mexicans take my car already know someone's driving that shit around to this day it probably has a shitty car facts but someone's driving that shit around and I'm angry because okay yeah radiator costs a shit ton of money oil paint costs a shit ton of money, but a crack okay yeah and a faulty airbag system but come on we hit a fucking like, the car went over the bucket Island thing and it hit like a stop sign or some shit. And basically it didn't knock the whole stop sign over and the stop sign that didn't get knocked over like fucked up a whole bunch of shit under the car as I know that Cars are basically cars or negotiate. Like I saw a Mexican like their car was so fucked up their whole front bumper was gone and I saw these like KoolAid jugs in the front. And I'm like, wait, those are all the that's all the fluid for the internship all that shits made out of plastic. Like no wonder that shit breaks that shit cracks like Oh, it was $1,500 plastic jug that held your fucking oil. Wow. No no radiator just hold water. The radiator all the radiator is some fucking jug that holds water in your fucking car is also fucking mad. I'm just like all it is shit like No wonder Mexicans will get under that I'll put some masking tape over that fucking plastic because it's plastic. The fog is like damn like these niggas couldn't make the shit out of 10 or anything else I get it the chemicals get out it needs to be in plastic but I mean God damn we got bulletproof glass. Seok niggas can't make a plastic jug that won't break if a car hits another car doing this shit on purpose they want the shit the crack so they go have to buy more shit but fucking digress that's neither here nor there but get over it and then my mom gave me this car she gave to my uncle because my uncle's a meth head and he gave it back to her and long story short, it was horrible. I think he have the Freon out of the fuckin compressor. I had spent over $3,000 fixing that car and I was making like eight $900 every fucking week bro or security out on the drive from San Bernardino to Corona. So it's not like I drove super far. It was just 30 minutes, you know, like 2020 miles, maybe like Oh, they didn't even feel like 20 miles just Get off at six in the morning and I'd be surrounded by traffic you know and I know it sounds racist as fuck but every time I look to see who was driving next to me it would always be a Mexican. Like I play this game in the car if I saw a white person or a black person instead of like 20 next kids around me like turn the radio up a little bit higher awesome yeah, like oh, there's some diversity there there's some diversity Becca diversity there. Oh, that's this is majority shit. Let's turn the music down. Oh shit. Oh, that versity Turn it up. You know, I don't know. turned it up for diversity and turn it down for majority It was a stupid game I played in my car but it made me feel at home and that's where I became friends with this nigga named after you. And after a couple of months of working there, I was like supervisor for like five months all Spoken like I wouldn't say the hottest chick but it My personal opinion and her considering her body and her personality. The only thing that really fucked our relationship up was that her sister is ugly bitch who wants to control her life. Like, you know the dig off of Naruto that controls the puppets or you know, the saucer II or that other nigga conquer Oh the puppet dig is as the type of nigga her sister is. Her sister is the puppet master like her sister like fucking put those you know you remember looking up the mango off of one piece how to niggas powers is he can make strings shoot inside of you and take you control you like a puppet that you do fucked up things. That's that's what his sister that's what her sister is her sister is Don Quixote Doflamingo but the bitch looks like Shrek. She said she got a base from her dad. She got her face from the swamp and a bucket down. That's where she got a face from. That's right. latanya Jackson You're still ugly fat Brillo pad headed bitch and your sister well tyanna Jackson you still the most beautiful bitch I was stuck penis said sorry I'll talk to shit about you sister. But yeah like you know and I was supervisor for about like five six months and I got I got removed from the post because black bitch made some shit out but this other black bitch like Bates shut up together to get rid of me and had that you got let go because this fucking gay Mexican dude David Antonio call the cops and shake because this pregnant bitch went over the so it was it was like some Gotham shit and I'll just had got hooked on the golf show so I was just like I was just some bullshit I was chillin I was just like, the security just made it they go watch Netflix it was the easiest job ever and I actually did actual work so I don't know why they wanted to remove me all that Mexican died did was invite his gay boyfriend over suck his dick and then fall asleep at the booth. He would literally suck it up then going to move he would literally suck it up and going. So I don't know I don't know what what all that was about but I had to let it all fucking go and like when when it all happened and shit and it all went down. I had went to the office to get another post and they gave me another post and I was trying to you know, I'm saying I was trying to like, see if I could talk to somebody who charges like I was doing all this supervisor shit like, you know, I didn't I didn't do it because I wanted to do it. I literally did it because the supervisor made me do it. So I told him I said look man you know, he You're making me do like all this manager shit for like five months. So like either, you know, I gotta talk to your boss and see what's up about a promotion because if I can't get one that I might decide to quit and then she just said that that niggas not here and that he doesn't really want to talk to anybody unless he wants to talk to them. So I waited until the office closed in my car and I just stopped all the tires out of one of the trucks and drove away and shit. You know, I got fired. I think this guy told snitched on me. His name's john della Santos. This big, fat curly head at Rocco's modern life looking motherfucker, but you know what? I was his boss, and he told me he stole like two or $500 from his girlfriend's Bob and his girlfriend, his girlfriend's mom was letting them stay with them. So it means a piece of shit still from his girlfriend. Then of course he's a piece of shit to snitch on the negative The gist that I shared a beer with that nigga smoker from until years job and he was like my right hand man that nigga was like my star screen so lol only makes sense if I'm negatron and this nigga Starscream that Starscream always wants to plug negatron over because our screen wants to be the head they get charged so then they go fuck be over. He didn't get the promotion they gave to the gay backs can do I didn't get shit I got fired. And I charged nigga up online I charged a lot of niggas up online and all stressed out ALS and I barely became a left driver and I was still donate plasma doing that. Took a piss and my penis started burning. Then my house burned down after I took two Bennett drills and two terminals. And my mom was screaming like she was having a bucket stroke and I just dragged her out of the house because their shit was on fire. And it was horrible. It was just horrible. It was hell like shit was hell like after that tyanna left me basically she said some stupid shit about you have to have yourself together before we're together and I'm like, bitch, that's an act of God. Like that's what the fuck you mean? It's not like I was smoking drugs and got fired from my job like, I got fired for some bullshit. And then my house burned down like Okay, I get it what I did with the job. It was my fault. But you literally left me because I had no house. She wasn't living with me but like, Damn that you weren't even living with me. Why did you leave me because I had no house like I really wish I could have lived through her but I don't think that would have been possible but I just got mad that That I got left for some shit that I couldn't control and then did but shut up in a relationship because she would have got back with me the next morning and I fucking ruined everything by talking shit about her on Facebook. And I don't know man, you know when you're a dark girl and your eyes are kinky and you just black as fuck like some about your pussy man. There's some about your person when you fuck a bitch like that. You feel that she's Squeezie dick, man. You have the trip row. It's like, it's like, I was on crack. But I wasn't really on crack. You feel me? I felt like a crack addict. I felt like an alcoholic. I felt like a meth head. I felt like one of those heroin addicts You know, I'm saying I didn't care about her feelings. I didn't care how I look at it care how I made her look, I just I want it niggas know like, oh, like, I need this purse you like I was trying to other niggas to tell Party. No, just get back with me awesome. I need you shit and this one bitch are a member. I don't even want to say her name. You know what? That's no this isn't even her real name. So flora. Flora fucking her baby daddy is a piece of shit named Joel and all he does is sit at the house and play computer games and he smokes all her fucking he eats all that food. He doesn't apply for jobs and shit. Right? Pretty much like Kevin, but before Kevin like Joel. So he's our baby daddy. And he's a piece of shit. And she had the nerve to lie on the Facebook comment and say and say that I left the father of my child and kick them out and I'll Like, no you didn't know you did it bro. He lives with you bike. He lives with you. And he fucking I told her I said he lives with you and he fucking you take care of him and feed him and shit like and you can't kick him out like I told her I said, Look, you're supposed to be my friend. You're supposed to convince the girl I want to be with it. I'm a good guy and shit. And, and all that extra shit. You're supposed to tell her about how good of an egg I am not tolerated at all. It's a good thing that she broke up with me. Then she apologized to me about it like years later, like I was in Alaska, and she was right before I went to France and she hit me up and she said that she was sorry for what she did and she understands if I don't ever want to hear from her again. But that was submitted. shit like I was some really real shit like the shit was so fucking real that I got so mad because I'll smell the focus man for like two three years so to have a motherfucker that was my friend that long and to me beautiful vegetable pussy that good that I fell in love with I'm thinking you're my friend you might be a female but you're my friend so you know I know you're with a piece of shit you know I'm not a piece of shit I talked to you know the girl I'm with is not a piece of shit already know her sister was a controlling bitch Knower sister was a controlling bitch and I wish I could just take it all back and not say a word not even retaliate to the insults or anything but I let it go you know saying I apologize. She said she doesn't hold grudges but every time we talk and I find her on social media she blocks me so she still feels some type of way. I don't really feel like I'm in love anymore like I'm a stalker. Like I just let it go. I just remember her name and her fucking names burned in my fucking mine tyanna Jackson. Like her pussy was so tight. We fucked about economy lot But there was one time bro she got on top of me. And she squeezed my dick inside of her bro and it hurt my big on God It hurt my big like, if I look at my dick right now. Matter of fact, y'all niggas can't see me so I can Yep, I can see this spot like I don't know y'all y'all think this is weird but you ever had someone else's skin fibers run into your so deep that it like I'm a yellow black nigga so you know like she was dark spot like dark black so I felt like her pussy skin fibrous got permanently burned into the tip of my penis. Awesome like, you know like what a rug burn is but like, I got rug burned by the pussy but it was a good route for like it felt good. I think the only person I know that complained about getting rug burned by Percy was fucking dust. And he was fucking this fine black chick named Bill. I guess he ruined shit, but you know, it wasn't about all that doing in shit or getting shit for me. I mean, it was back then. But that was the most traumatizing moment in my life. And I remember after my house burned down I'll smoking a lot of alien algae in my car. I was listening to fucking prusa that fucking rapper. Chance the Rapper. I was listening to cocoa butter kisses. I couldn't stop listening to that song. And I'll just sit in my car and I'll cry and I'll smoke weed. And Red Cross gave us like $500 we got a hotel room then we couldn't get a refund for the last couple hundred dollars and then we drove all the way to my cousin's house and stay where it was just horrible. It was just hell like and then my cousin was overcharging my mom for rent and food. I didn't know my cousin was overcharging my mom's food. Now my cousin sold my mom a fridge for $300 then my mom, fucking No, no, no, my cousin sold my mom a fridge worth $300 for $800. And, to this day, actually found out from my other cousin that because it did the shit with the fridge and the open We're charging my mom for rent shit she's telling everybody that I burn the house down yeah that's that's actually new news but back into the story I mean I guess not really story but I guess events of the past and shit I fucking also traumatized I didn't want to date anymore because I know I wanted a dark black girl with chinky eyes but I wasn't ready to have sex or open my heart out to another person because I I just felt fucking empty like I had a dream I saw this like tall beautiful dark bitch and she was butt naked in like I was kissing her like I was just I was like, I was like sauced out in my dream My God walk up to like five Black bitch not just kiss the bitch awesome. nega shit not awesome I'm grabbing titties and ass and I'm not saying trying to rub pussy thirsty nigga kiss a bit like no I just like grab the bitch by the chin kiss through real quick and she just looked at me like Alice kissing hose and hose walking away from me smiling like maybe I should maybe I should follow this nigga is random motherfucker just kiss me but y'all saying maybe but you feel me so when this shit happened and that was black chick she was naked knows a dream and were about to have sex and my ex pops out of nowhere and pushes the hell out of the way and I wake up from the dream just crying. All go for the dream crying I think the only other time I had a dream about her is when went to a bar Some nigga shit went down and I dropped one of her ex boyfriends because that nigga tried to like killer or something. And we were all in a bar together. She told me that she will protect me. And other than that, like I had to get over it I was I was dating like random black chicks not smugly with them, but I wouldn't fuck them. And then I had this one girlfriend named Kiki that kind of was it was it my girlfriend and we bug and she told me to dinner and I put my deck out but not at all over. She sucked my deck. And I tried to leave and she said, Oh, no, you can't leave. You gotta give me some more that. You can't just leave soppec there again. And I left my phone and my Batman backpack and a fucking house and it's called me and I had a new phone. And she's told me that she was moving to San Bernardino and I told her it was over. I was like Monday guy live out here and you're trying live out there like a when I told her I live on my mom's like, yo, we should be together like you know I told her I was mad at her like because you have to move I'm not gonna stop you from moving but I'm mad and she wanted to video chat with me and maybe I should have video chat at where her but now you know and she was a famous black chick Her name is Mark kisa babers so apparently she was the shit back in 2015 like she was well world famous like this bitch had a record label deal. I could tell she had a record label deal because I can see how broke she was when we first got together. And what tripped me out was how broke she was when we first got together like on everything but I don't know that's that's the dark bits that I should have married because me and her agreed on Megan names her son she was like I would have a son and and I was like, Yo awesome. boondock shit awesome. nipissing shit like nah bro like it was just horrible but like I had to let it all go and then once I did once I did like it was easier to move on but I can't lie on I fucked a raw and I'm not at all over but shit like that it felt like all the stress in the house buyer like was all over ass crack but you know saying like I felt that nigga heartbreak again and I just kind of left it alone You know I didn't want to I didn't want to do this shit. I didn't wanna I didn't want to like jeopardize shit I didn't want to like risk my heart and and i'm right at the 30 minute mark for this but you know this is goes to the next part. Basically when I'm I'm staying in Casa del Sol's apart Middle School my mom after the house fire after we move out from liberal my cousin and the year should be 2017 so that's where the next podcast will continue. This podcast is just like the first podcast before this is origin. This podcast is origin part two, the podcast before this podcast is origin part one. So the next podcast that'll finish this story's gonna be origin part three this is podcast is about all the horrible shit that I went through the first three to four years that I was living in California and I really went for some horrible shit dude. Like I went for some shifts so horrible 30 minutes is not enough to fill it all up, but fucking for some reason the stupid ass anchor fucking browser fucking shit says I need to download Yeah yeah, you can use any app on your computer then upload the file. Wow, that's that's fucking stupid soccer record for fucking 16