Adult Origin 3

Adult Origin 3

Mon, 1/20 10:59PM • 30:39

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

shit, nigga, mom, fucking, sleeping, niggas, bitch, car, broke, nega, bro, house, fuck, jail, told, walked, apartment, overcharging, staying, bedroom

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Yo, so I'm back on here I'm using the iPhone this time because the computer only let me report for 30 minutes on the browser for anchor. But I guess that's that's part of the improvement I trying to make. I mean, I have distro kid. So I mean, I honestly really could just distribute my own podcasts all over, but I'll go ahead and graph the anchor platform. I mean, they gave me a free sponsorship. I mean, I know they give it to everybody, but this is only for people that have a lot to say. So this is part three of my adulthood origin. So I believe I left off When I was in the apartment, and that was when I moved out, we moved out of my cousin's house, and she was overcharging my mom for rent, charging her extra money for food. And then she sold my mom a $300 fridge for $100. She sold her a shitty black $300 fridge for $800. Like, we literally have the same fridge right here. I'm staring at it. But I digress. that's neither here nor there. But this right when I told my mom Stop bugging me my cousin after I found on the side, I was like, Don't fuck with her no more. And also real shit. My cousin wanted us to watch her daughter and her daughter was being a piece of shit, bro. Like I was about to go to bed. I was playing my PlayStation and she Qin Shi through a jug of water in my PlayStation and broke it. So I took a towel and I threw it like I threw it in the tub and I like nigga strange it out. I just loved her with the towel jock style because I couldn't help her with the bow to put my hands on her. And then when she called her mom on her iPhone, and I just got the phone from her. And I told her I said, I don't care. I told her, I yell that it's all just set up and she was just screaming at me telling me to give me her phone. And I just said, bro, you just broke my PlayStation. So I told I told her mom straight up What happened? And she was just like, she said some house shit on the phone and I just said you know what? Look? No, take your kid and get out of here. If you're not gonna pay me back from my PlayStation $400 game system I spend my money on it. Like I get it. No like your daughter is in the fucking president. nigga don't speak don't talk, don't touch. Don't touch my daughter Don't you know do shit like that. I'm like, I'm not a weirdo. You want to me like a weirdo? Okay? Your kid broke my $400 game system. We're family and I know your ghetto black ass is not gonna pay for that shit. So, you know, I told her to get out and she's not getting out. And then like, I tell her to get out. She's like, I'm just gonna call the police on you know, you're going to jail. I was like, Really? So I just pushed her out of the house. She you know, she's a little overweight. So she pulled me down on top of her and son is shaking her legs. And I remember because I tried to throw her down the stairs. I was so mad at her because I was gonna throw that bitch down the stairs also negotiate. I was gonna throw her down the stairs on everything. And by the grace of God, her big fat ass just pulled me on top of her instead of shaking her leg so I had like she had a negative Bomb me so when I got up I, I don't know I did some tackett shit. Like I push that bitch and she's she fucking flew against the neighbor's door and then I yelled at the nigga manager because the nega manager saw that the worst possible moment and I said this fat bitches put me on top of her, she's crazy. I'm calling the police. And so my mom fucked up and agreed where her and I got in my car and I drove away and the manager was like best friends of my cousin so my cousin helped my mom getting the apartment set up myself cuz I was like traumatized up to the house fire and shit. I was like, Damn, like, I was pretty much like, Why? Why would you do this to me? You were just talking about us being family and helping each other you just fucking me over like, all you had to do is leave walk away. And just accept that you're not gonna pay me for my PlayStation for the your kid through the water on the TV and knocked shit over and a house like, bro, like you're saying so I just I let it go. I let it go and then I fuckin I was just doing bullshit. I was living out of my car and my cousin was such a bitch. She put a restraining order against me because I did this mega ship. I took a break I drove to her house and I throw fucking break for kitchen window. Awesome. nega shit, cuz he caught the police on me. Oh God, I was gonna drive my car through her house. But I decided not to do that. I was like that sometimes. Your house it like prison but I'll throw a brick through a window and go was it like that was it so she had a spare key to my mom's apartment. She saw the title to my car. She went into my bedroom and she dug into my dresser broke my hundred and $20 dabbing rig didn't care that the manager cameras and she was checking the cameras but oh come home shower, and go to sleep like you know, my bedroom. And my cousin was driving around looking for my car. So my cousin would drive around. She would like because I was parking my car on the side of the side of the road or out parked my car in a naked desert across from the apartments and she would look for my car, like this special gonna work early. She would drive around her job in my mom's apartments looking for my car, then she would call the manager then she would call the police. Which is weird because I'm not in violation of District restraining order because the restraining order is like he had to say like, a certain amount of 100 feet. And technically I was over. I was over like 1000 feet away. But I was just trying to you know, wash my balls and take a nap. It's like one day all the house phone started ringing and when I just needed to sleep take a shower really bad and I got a shower and that to get in the car and drive away and I didn't even have enough money for gas I was like damn like, why is business really trippin like like i was i was really mad like I was really angry like you don't understand how mad I was and then my friend was being a fucking piece of shit he kept brushing me to go out to go back to the mountains to get this weed and my fucking car. I bought this car from a Mexican and I needed to take it to a mechanic but it often the only good thing is that when a car broke down on us in the middle of the street, were able to take Uber home, but before that okay, this Mexican $500 and he sold us a fucked up car. He wouldn't admit that he knew this stuff was wrong or that he said that nothing was wrong with the car and I said hey, Why the fuck did the car to stop on us? street I bought me on facebook so when the police pulled me over I gave the police his name and I guess the car was still registered in his name and I just told the cop straight up that this Mexican guy sold us a car he didn't even give us the title to this shit so I think he was trying to set us up I think he stole this car not told the cop straight up I was like Isn't he was lying to my mom and everything so yes what happened now we had to do is go to Pit Boys really but that was really a blessing. I was really God but yeah, like I was living in the mountains and shit awesome cartel ship by the wheat plants and I was starving. I didn't have enough food. I lost my car. Anyways, my transmission went out and that bitch I got pushed off the road by a nigga. Like my shit was only going 2020 miles an hour. So I was driving in and I feel this tap on my back bumper. And then before I know it, I'm upside down and I'm like, Oh shit, and then my car starts rolling and then I get caught by like two trees. So that was God also but you know, I went through all that shit. Then I went back to my mom's house and then I stayed in my mom's house around my I think it was August or September, I started staying at the house because their lease, her lease expired at a certain amount of time. And the manager was just being a bit so all I did was take out the trash, but I'll take out the trash at nighttime. I do everything at nighttime because, you know, like, you know how it is. I don't know what it is we'll have apartment managers but like a nigga could have a two bedroom and there could be a naked Staying in the second bedroom and I'm back on authorized resident, I'll be like, come on, bro. Like I get it. You're the Lord. This is your land and we're paying you to stay here. That's why you're the landlord. But come on, dude. Like if I'm not if I'm not selling drugs, and I'm not breaking in other people's apartments, why should you give a fuck if someone's staying here? That's not supposed to at least I'm a family member. You feel me? Alyssa, I'm not a squatter bitch, like a best staying over here over here for over a year now. So really, she would have to evict me. But you know, we're moving in February or January so and the manager doesn't know here. So all I do is check into probation and I work from home now. A podcast and I dance around like a fucking idiot. I'll take talk now, but that's what I do now. But back to the story. By the time I was all over, my mom moved us in with this guy that was smoking crack for like 35 years named Erik Jones and he was basically rented us a trap house. He was charged with my mom $800 a month to rent a bedroom. He was charging other bits like 400 something and then I found out he was overcharging my mom, this nigga was charging my mom $1,000 a month for the house. And I was like, yo, like, you didn't even give us the whole house. He didn't even kick the white bitch out like, on everything like, you know, I know his I know his daughter phase retarded. So she has Asperger's. She doesn't understand that. That nigga did a lot of grimy shit. He deserves to die get his ass beat his dad I feel bad for his dad Eliza. I wish his dad could turn into a Young nigga like me and just knock it bitch ass Nick out put him in his place. I know he would. He's just too old. He's still strong enough to pick up a sledge hammer one arm. I think he could knock that nigga out still but I think he's waiting until right before he's about to get on his deathbed. But uh bill me his son AJ died last month this year. But yeah, we were staying in the house and had my son shit in it. The nigga was overcharging us for everything. And they had internet that they unhook the internet box and shit I plugged all that shit up and set it up and the internet went from this niggas bedroom to like the living room because it needed to be in the fucking living room. Just shit like that. But no in the long run, I let it all fucking go cuz actually ended up going to Alaska. My mom was staying with that nigga. So basically my mom was getting abused by him. I don't know. She eventually linked up with my aunt Nicole who let my mom stay at her house but mom was charging my mom $400 I was like, Damn, like, my nigga, we're family but you don't really charge your sister 400 a month so you feel me but my mom Nicole doesn't have no respect for for my mom. She don't have no respect for any of her sisters. She's a yellow bitch. So you feel me like we're black Nick is so I mean, I'm a yellow nigga but that's because my dad's white like I'm not a yellow bigger by choice or genetics. I'm a yellow naked just officer mega facts. White nigga flex a black business biggest on the yellow point blank period. But yeah, we went through all that And pretty much I went to Alaska and I was working in Alaska and everything was good and Alaska How have you met this African base that I thought was from LA and all soccer too on Instagram and I was gonna go movie and my her in France and they were heard about her and have her the bondage. What she didn't tell me that she was a Jehovah's Witness and she's a fucking psychopath. And then Sandra evil juku I speak my ass and she threw me out the house a lot. I didn't hit butter one time. But that was because the bitch kicked me out. And I was trying to take her house keys and thumb on the negative balcony so she wouldn't be able to get in the house. Oh shit. That was really somehow shit. Like I had her crying. I had a daughter crying she got in this random Arabian niggas car. screaming at the Miss also Vegas. I just didn't give a fuck. Second is shit like, like I realized that this nigga said I either have to live with this bitch or I have to leave back to my country or live on the street somewhere else. And this nigga just called this bitch like he was like irritated or something and I just thought in my mind I said Nick I don't have any money to go back all these niggas all these Jehovah's Witnesses were saying are you need to send this nigga back home? And he was like, Oh Do you want to? You want to chip any money in to send this nigga back home? And all those niggas are just looking like oh normally I'll pay no money to send this nigga back home. So I'm just like, Damn, you know, like, oh no bad Jehovah Witnesses man. They're evil man. I can't believe those motherfuckers in other countries spread their evil shit. Shit started in Pittsburgh. Pittsburgh has to be the fucking the devil's fucking toilet in some shit that evil can distort the Word of God to somehow shit and make niggas into a cult. Like they really turned Christian love into some kind of sick demented shit. But I went through all that, and any and we made up but not really and I went back to America and she caught me. And I was with her but in my mind it was over but I just kept telling her what she wanted to hear. And then one day I broke up with her and I remember I woke up one night I just started crying and I was so happy it was over. You know, I can't lie. She's pregnant with my kid. Well, she was she already had or she wanted to get back with me and shit like that. I told her all she had to do was change as Morocco blind and be a Christian go to regular church she was all like No, I will not and then I broke up with her because we'll get into arguments and then she would tell me it was over and shit like that so I just be like I well since you want to block me and tell me it's over bitch and it's really over she blocked me and we didn't talk for like three weeks and then she hit me back up and I just lied to word and I got off another bitch. And then as soon as I kiss this bitch I didn't even have sex over yet, but as soon as I kissed her, I told her I got a new girl asking her a patient and she got mad. I just fuck it like what do you expect, bro? I remember it was so cold outside and friends. I tipped the dumpster over. And I had a I had a fucking parka jacket on your face but I think it's called northstars laughs That was Northstar labs jacket and I put that on and I fucking crawl the net naked dumpster bro. I chilled inaho for like all night, I think it was in the middle of the street to some random city worker tried to knock on it. And I told that Nick I was sleeping and he walked away from the dumpster and I slept an hour until like six of the nega morning. Then I went to the train station and I was really ghetto. I slept in a train station but I only slept in one spot in the train station. There's this photo booth where you can go ahead and where you can take a photo here date and I'll sleep it there because it had a nega curtain and I'll just put my bag of the guests that nigga curtain where they can see your feet. I'll just be sleeping in there curled up awesome. nega shit. I just slept in there like for a long time and no one knew I was in there and all ever went in that booth? Awesome. You know when their shit in public no one ever uses like I was one of those things I was like oh no one's even gonna notice that I'm here so they can't ask me to leave because I'm homeless I don't even notice I'm sleeping in here y'all seen it right before the building close or whatever I just walked out of that shit and I guess we're just looking at me like it was there the whole time you know but they didn't even really notice like that, you know I'll put my backpack on and acted like I was waiting for some shit to come out of the machine and then like opportunity to pull something out of the negative the negative slot and then I just walked out all casual and I said oh yeah, you know some naked try to talk to me in English and that's all that being said I was a little bit. I just, I just paid for that photo. I don't. You're saying like that's all I did. And I walked out Yo Sam but I know I slept in a hole for at least six seven hours. I remember before that I was sleeping in this abandoned car but the abandoned car was like the abandoned car was like the abandoned car it was like the abandoned car was awesome mega shit like car was abandoned now sleeping in now. And I remember one day I guess some nigga saw me slipping into hope but the windows are fogged out the windows are fogged out not sleeping. I'll cover myself and blankets and I'll just leave the car early in the morning as soon as I saw the sun barely rise I get out but yeah, like and then one time I had to sleep outside in the rain and shit. So after I went through all that I came back to America. My friend convinced me to stay with my mom and I told him I I just want to go to homeless shelters and I went to my mom's house only stayed there for like three days. I was only supposed to say my mom's house for like five days. And then like I cleaned up her dirty Yeah, her house was all dirty, I clean that shit up and then you know, like some negative it happened. I warmed up Tim Tanga. in the microwave, she walked in the living room, she told me I ate too much. And she didn't. She didn't really walk up to me, but she was like, I, you eat too much. And then I'll sleeping on the couch and instead in the bedroom. And then she just she just calls the fucking police and I'm just like, why did you call the police? You know, I'm saying she's like, oh, maybe you can talk to the police right now. Since you're on the phone with that. You know, and I hung up the phone and I just slapped the shit out of her and she just said you hurt me. You know and I just I don't know, man. Like the police came and she told me to lay down in the other room and then she let those niggas inside and escorted me out. And then I had all my shit in the house. And I don't know man, I broke her door down and I took my shit. she dug through my bags for her keys and then I went to jail because I was walking down a street cop just told me Hold on bro and I said Nah, I don't stop you. Fuck you. I'm not in any trouble. I didn't break any laws. I'm fucking homeless nigga. And then after that, like the cops jumped me and beat my ass and shit and they stop my head and it fucked me up real bad that fucked me up so bad like i think i brain damage from the shit but I don't know I'ma stop recording right here. Cuz you know, I won't stop I'll tell you about jail. So, like, I got jumped by four negatives, I was already handcuffed, they were punching me and shit. And then they are punching me in an hour telling me to put my hands behind my back and I put my hands behind my back then the niggas are still punching me. And then, you know, the white dude was talking shit to me and I just called him a racist and he just kept getting more angry and he just kept telling me to shut up. So I was like, This dude is a racist. So my homeboy told me you know about the KKK, the area circled area brotherhood. I just kept asking and they go What? No, what's that? Are you in? Are you in the KKK? Are you in the AC or the AB? Which one which one are you in? And you know, he did some redneck shit than this Mexican like, did some shit to my neck and I couldn't mock and I fell down. And when I got up the Mexican did this Same shit in the negative the same shit so I just said fuck you niggas not fell down as a young niggas beat my ass y'all niggas be my ass and they really did beat my ass like there are beat my ass bro like there was a black nigga cop and I yelled at him and I said draw you really gonna let these are the fucking are these whites of executes beat on me bro come help me bro you're black you're saying this gonna be you you gotta help me as I'm you and he said I don't give a fuck and then I was in the squad card and then you hobble to the squad car all this bullshit like Ellis fucked up I went to jail fucked up I went to jail fractured ribs and shit. I got kicked in the balls stomped in the head was still toes it was all it was all bad, bro. It was all bad. Those were shit ever like, on everything like, nigga just mega just didn't want to do this shit. So Oh, no. Oh no at all I just said, I just said fuck it. I can't lie. Like, after I got out of jail my mom tried to call me. And I remember when I was in jail, I was praying every day for my mom to die. I was hoping the God that she was just going to pass away and die and her dirty ass house and just fucking die forever. And I don't know, I was sleeping on the couch when she started all this shit. And I can't lie to you. Like, I still take care of my mom, but I hate her man. Like she stopped me from seeing the birth of my daughter. Like, even though my baby mama abused me I had a whole plan to see the birth of my kid at the very least. And then my mom stopped me from holding my child when she was born. So I just I don't know how to say this. Like I look at her and I tell her I can't wait for her to die and sometimes I want to beat her like the police beat me and throw her in jail and shit. But I know I can't so I'm just waiting. Really I'm just waiting for her to die. I'm sweating her to die and leave my life forever and so I can live in peace. Not live like this anymore. I know it sounds horrible but I really am waiting for her to pass away. My family's dispensational and my cousin from you know the $300 fridge bitch her yes she she's telling other people I brought my mom's house down now that's what she's telling people. She's lying. making shit up now so you know it is what it is but her husband's a crap and he's in prison for for selling drugs so whatever. But uh you know, I spent like three months in jail spent three months in jail. fucked up nut sack. I don't give you a mock the same as sometimes I randomly see stars. And then this one that sold me it was the concussion thing. And then even a therapist in jail was just a piece of shit. Like, I can't lie. It was right before I got released and I just started screaming at this bitch is like you're a piece of shit. And I just told her after what happened to me. I don't want to see why people are Mexicans ever again. Like awesome, real shit. Those niggas beat me so bad, like awesome, real shit. Like, their whole, their kids could be dying. Their kids could be dying with cancer and they could be sad. And I just say Good riddance. Good riddance. Another fucking past is dead. You know? Because of the way that they did. Yeah, I didn't even put my hands on them. Like you feel me I didn't even refuse to cooperate with the negative beat my ass. So I don't know, man on everything I just, you know, I'm just gonna, I'm just gonna report it to the are already reported to sit to the FBI but you know, I don't really I don't really want to do this shit anymore I just recorded it straight to the FBI because internal affairs they don't really do shit so, you know, I got my ticket number from the feds already but uh you know, I just I just can't do what I'm gonna do so, you know I'm saying that was a lot of real traumatizing moments but you know I'm sorry if I have Hispanic or white fans but yeah family members of law enforcement there are people that are praying for your deaths like every day there are people just praying for your whole family's die. You aren't good people basically No they don't basically work for the devil unique is our demons. Work for Satan. Sorry, just what it is. The podcast you just heard was made using anchor. ever thought about making your own podcast. Anchor makes it really easy for anyone to get started. 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