Adult Origin 1

Adult Origin 1

Mon, 1/20 10:57PM • 31:29

SUMMARY KEYWORDS

shit, fucking, nigga, mom, dusty, podcast, motherfucker, bitch, job, money, crackhead, car, david, pay, cat, anchor, told, chris, weed, stealing

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I recommend anchor if you want to start making a podcast for yourself alright so this is 10 g back which you guys know I'm doing the whole Black Vibes Matter thing I don't know if you heard the little lame commercial I had to do but yeah anchor the website and which I'm podcasts and through gave me a free sponsorship was which was actually pretty nice of them to do it I'm not much of a corporate sellout or any kind of sell out but I just had to I just had to try to deal with It really wanted to talk about how hard of the year I've had these past three years you know, some of you know that I'll start all the way from 2016 and I'll work my way up and I'm not going to put everything in there because this is shit I gotta talk to my therapist about but long story short, I moved from Austin Texas all the way that could be just city to live with my mom was a paranoid schizophrenia, multiple personalities and I had about three jobs my mom had issues trusting people are mental disability will make her like trust people and they would take my shit. So I would like get home from work and I'll be like, Mom, where am I closer? You know, where's my computer? Where's my where's my PlayStation four that I just bought and she'll just be like, oh, and your cousins came or kiya came or Nicole came and they and they took it and then I messaged them on Facebook and they would just start talking shit to me and I Be like god damn like, you know, but like that's how it all started out. And I had some problems I got fucked over by this guy named David, who was a gay guy married to this other guy named Sam and shit. And this is before I moved in with my mom but I was renting a room from him for about like, I guess like three, four years or some shit like that now I was always paying my rent late on purpose. It got to the point where I was stealing me from the guy and other people assume that I was just evil guy that was stealing this guy's of AIDS weed but he fucking pond at my laptop and lied and said one of his cats broke it. Then he pawned it my shit again like I literally hid my shit. Like I literally hid my shit inside of my roommates shit like my roommate dusty I hid my laptop inside of his shit inside of a dresser under some shit. And then they still found it and pondered it and I was just like holy shit out of this motherfucker find it and then when dusty told me that David was in prison before I was like No wonder how this motherfucker could find some shit cuz I hit it I hit it on some prison shit like even dusty didn't know I was at and I literally ended in his property I hid my property inside another motherfuckers property and I'm the motherfucker that were written from still founded upon it and it should just never end it from there. Like I have ponded my shit to loan this nigga money than he left my shit in the pawn shop because he upon it like, I guess the pond is his nigga his husband Sam fucking ponder his shit too and he was surprised Get my shit out and I got some they go and they had enough for his weed or whatever. And he just told me some bullshit and said he was sorry. And then walked away from me and I just asked him for the pond ticket. I asked him to just please give it to me and I saw let's get the shit out of the pot shop myself. And I subtracted the money from the rent out him and he was mad. You know, like, he's the type of dude he'll owe you money. Like he'll owe you money for anything. And if you ask him for that money back, he would not pay dude, he will get angry but when you owe him money, he's such a piece of shit like you know, but I got to the point where I went to California for like, I guess a month to come back for my license and shit and my plan fucked up and I came back anyways. The motherfucker pond at my camera. I told him that he could borrow my digital camera. my homeboy gave me a Sony cyber shot and he told me he would let me borrow that whoa, hold on a second Actually, these niggas some niggas call me right now, but I don't want to stop the podcast. Yo, what's up you need? Yes, bitch Give me the pussy. Oh, that's my nigga doing the podcast right now man. What about die? You want to do you want to do a podcast with me man? Well, you should you should get some rest since you Since you're so exhausted and gotta sleeping and call me back when you're rested. I'm kind of busy right now and I'll call you like you can just call me when Get rest I mean, did you literally really almost die or did you over exaggerated? Just don't just don't sleep on your fucking back anymore, man. Don't sleep on your back. Hey bro, I'm literally doing a live podcast right now and you're fucking everything up. I'm glad you're alive. But I love you. I'm glad you're alive and shit but like, I'm mega motivated. Like, like, I don't know stick your penis and you're not girlfriend and have fun and don't die. I'm glad you're alive. Get it because their name is die yeah sorry about that guys. my homeboy called mean I guess he was joke shokan on his saliva or his flam and he almost died so they want to stop the cast but I'll go back to where I was at So pretty much it got to the point where he pawned it my Sony cyber shot camera, and I told him he could borrow it. It was when they first legalized gay marriage and shit. And I had a soft spot, you know, he was being a bitch ass nigga. He was part of my shit and I was still in his weed. And eventually, I did listen to my homeboy Chris for a little bit. I was like, Well, let me just know offered a negative let him borrow my camera. This nigga took the word borrow and assume that he could use my shit to sell it to get it. Like he didn't get an eight but He ponded my shit he had like weed in there and I told them I said I need my camera back I need my shit back you know saying I said bro like you can't just be disrespecting me and like this and he just said I'll just I'll talk to you and tell you how to wear it really works. And I remember my friend that just called me that told me he almost died just now during this fucking podcast. He was the one that took me back to my house and I walked into David's room with that nigga and I reached into his jar and I just took the whole nugget I let them like the smallest fucking nugget and I left them a note saying oh, well my cameras been replaced Thank you, you know awesome decade shit. And I can't lie and in the end I was broke and I was like stealing from him smoke on and shit like that. I think dusty caught me stealing his beat. And he said don't worry about it. Y'all I'm saying but David's a piece of shit. He bug dusty over and kicked him out of the house. One time when I didn't get it have a job but I guess this nigga never had a job before so he did want to show and they go how to apply to a job. I mean, I didn't even know that does he didn't know how to apply to a job that motherfucker would have asked me like, hey, Elias, can you help me with this resume? Or can you help me with this application? Or can you help me with this shit? I probably would have tried to help him but the nigga was so retarded. He only got a job as 711 like this nigga was like 23 and he never had a job his whole life. And I know he's retarded. I know he's slow. That's why sister fucking stands up for you know I'm saying when he does fucked up shit like one time. He bought like a bunch of weed right? And he accused me is still in his weed. Here's what happened. He fell asleep on the couch right? He left his weed on the couch and I didn't see it there. You know, I'm saying because the house was so dirty. I stopped cleaning the house because because I had a job. I was the only nigga cleaning the house. And that was how I made up for not paying my rent on time. It's not that I refused to pay it, but the gay nigga had a fucked up relationship all right Sam didn't pay attention to David Sam all that nigga wanted to do was eat crackers and drink root beer and take watery shit and play Xbox all fucking day and David wanted to watch TV with that nigga and get high you feel me it just it did those niggas weren't meant for each other those niggas like this still probably aren't meant for each other but it's just you know how niggas are niggas zombie meant for each other and they'd be making everyone else's life horrible around them. They'd be making them they like I hate that couple of like, I want to get my shotgun honey. I don't like the Jeffersons over there. I don't care that they're gay. They're horrible couple they make me want to murder them. Both of them. Just murder them both as they make me sick of their Presence there's there's just such pieces of shit. I saw they were like David will buy cats. Like the whole house was full of cats. He had a cat that I guess got ran over because it slept on under someone's fucking car. And he bought a cat that looked just like it and it was shit all over the house and it was named Nikki dude. And our member I can't say for legal reasons what I did and didn't do but you know, sometimes I'll catch the cat slip in and I'll fucking throw water on it or I'd kick that nigga and shit like that. And, you know, because one time I caught it. I caught it taking shit in my room and I kept kicking that nigga ran out. I was like, fuck it, you know? But uh, I just, I did like his cat Tigger his cat. Tigger was a bitch. On some real shit. Like one day I was I was helping that nigga take care of the cat. I think my nigga young Dave recorded me on video. But I had to do Delete the video because all these two niggas a gay bro and I ran from this nigga like it looked like I was abusing the cat but I was trying to get that motherfucker out of the room awesome awesome nega shit cuz I had all these niggas in the living room so they could all eat y'all I'm saying because one cat would not let me touch him and that nigga was named area then they would not let me touch him like period and then there was fucking surreal the three let me touch her but you're saying near the end I had so much aggression me towards fucking David and fucking Sam just trying to always fuck me over like literally they tried to kick me out one time and then I got a job like immediately and then I don't know like the nigga sat down I think I only only owed him like $160 and I paid most of the rent and I was I had the money in my pocket to pay The rant and I did not want to pay him the rent. At that point. I was like this niggas gonna fucking fuck me over bro. Just because you don't say I know two wrongs don't make a right. I know two wrongs don't make a right. But I mean, look, I don't give a fuck that you're almost 50 years old that you have a net you think the world owes you like every fucking thing that you're saying like, I don't give a fuck about that like I get it you think the world owes you every fucking thing you know I used to be one of those people too. I used to think that the world owed me everything like I held my brother when he had a bullet hole in his head at age 11. My dad passed away from his fifth stroke at age when I was three years old. My mom is mentally like, broken. She's not the same that she used to be. I remember being A little boy begging my mom to not go to work. Doesn't want to spend time with me and she would tell me sorry baby, mommy has to go to work. Like, you know, like, I went through all this horrible terrible shit and I never uses it as an excuse the fucking do fucked up shit the people are you know how people people say shit but really it's just the play for power like the episode of Rick and Morty when that nigga was shitting in toilet he said he was a shy pooper but it's really the fact that it's a power play. It's the only thing that they have. So they kind of have to be a bitch ass nigga about it in their own way because they need to feel that control. Because life is just so fucked up. Like I know I don't have control for life, like, but that's why I didn't like him. And when he told me he was kicking me out fucking me over I didn't even try to argue with that motherfucker. I even tried to ask him If you can let me stay like an extra month so I could save all my money up and he didn't kick me out because I'll save him money to get a car. He let dusty save money to get a car. Alright dusty did not have to pay that motherfucker a dime. Yeah, I didn't tell them. I didn't tell them how frequently I was getting paid because I had two jobs. Do you feel me? I got paid every week and I only paid that nigga every two weeks. But you had to understand something. This nigga fucking grilled me about me only telling him that I got paid every two weeks and some someone someone that I know. I don't know if that was Mike. I don't know if that was dusty. I'm pretty sure it was dusty. But you know fucking David. You weren't right for that shit, man. But you know I'm saying you are always doing stupid shit. You spent too much money on Christmas. You spent too much money on Thanksgiving and you don't give a fuck about the whole you put us in because your gonna die from fucking aids anyways, so it's like damn my nigga like you never wanted to skip Christmas and let me and Chris save a bunch of money bro so we could move the fuck out of your house I know Chris is still living there. I know dusties probably going here this fucking podcast chillin will fucking bike and shit. I just know one thing you keep fucking pressing Chris's buttons he's gonna fucking murder all of you stop fucking Chris over I'm not even gonna retaliate for Chris All right, I just know one thing Chris scumming fucking murder you all and does he think you're an exception but you're not because you're part of that bullshit. So as soon as David bucks Chris over and you take David side Chris is going to wake up one morning playing elevator music and murder all you fucking bastards dude. And and Mike has any sense he just gonna grab his shit and walk away and like Chris murder you folks. You know, but yeah, like you know, it got to that point. Philby brought toxic toxicity and me and then I moved in with my mom and I had like three jobs I was working online through a bit. And then I got a I got a day labor job through this Cuban guy who I thought was Mexican at first and then he said he didn't like Mexicans. That's why he wanted to give me a job. He knocked on my door and offered the lead and I shook his hand and shit. And it gave him a good job and I was working with him. And then I was working with fucking I was working with I was working with morongo and shit out word morongo from like, but I forget from like, 2pm all the way to like 10pm at work at morongo and then like, from like, five in the morning all the way until like 11 or 12 something I'd work with Christian doing day labor type shit, we those this white guy named Brian And he was fucking in charge of us. And he was this white dude. And he didn't like the Mexicans. He had been bucking Christian in this car and Christian told me how he escaped from fucking Cuba one day where he told me that Castro tied as bitches hands to a fucking car because he told niggas not to drive that day. And he said that the bitch was a bit she wanted the buck but they weren't together but he said after that bitch got burnt in that car and he got hurt his niggas the fucking tie her hands to the to the stairwell and set that shit on fire. That nigga said he grabbed the tire, and he just started running and zigzags and he said they were busting at him. But he said fucking, he said, it must have been God because all he remembers is being on that shitty tire paddling all the way to Florida. nega shit. And once it got the Florida he said, You know, I'm saying I'm from Cuba, they'll kill me if I go back so they course I gave the nigga asylum is shit. But you know, I'm saying and we were even talking about Trump. I didn't even think Trump was going to get elected and shit like that. I mean, I did like how Trump was talking no low key I really did. I was listening to that nigga talk and then I was like, I don't know, I really wasn't listening to Trump talk as much as I was listening to Bernie because Bernie wanted to make we legal, like, all over the fucking United States. Obama did. And I'm like, how you gonna be the fucking black president? You don't want to make legal but your daughter can shake her ass and smoke scampi. Lollapalooza that that offended me on a deep personal level. I was like, Okay, I get it. My nigga, you're the president's daughter. get away with anything you want, but at least smoke a fat boy. You know, I'm saying like, I don't know if it's Milo or Obama or whatever. But, bitch next time you shake that ass and smoke a blunt. It better be Fat, y'all saying bitch if you can't roll the blind, get your dad's Secret Service niggas to check my butthole and I'll roll the blind for you bro and it'll be fat. It'll be a fat blood. Because if you're an invincible nigga that can't be touched I can do anything you want. The least you can do is show some fucking decency and make the blunt fat as fuck not some Skippy nigga shit. Bullshit. So just I just wanted to bring that up. But yeah, like after that. I work at the casino from two to 10 and I get off of work. I get home by like 11 something driving from Cabazon to Cathedral city and my mom will pick me up and shit like that. Not fucking go all the way to my mom's kitchen to Well, I take my word shoes off, and I'll sit down and I'll work online on a fit. And they said that I had to log in before 12 to complete my work. So I'll be logged in, and I'll complete my work. And then usually right around when I get done, the system will just log me out automatically. Awesome. All the nigga logged in before 12 and he did his three hours of work so the system would just, you know, straight up log me out on some all Yeah, well, at least you put in your hours, you know, I didn't get no negative marks. But my mom had this white boyfriend named Brian. And my mom has schizophrenia, mental disabilities, so she hasn't had sex, I guess people in a long time so they were fucking or whatever. And he convinced her to do some retarded shit move down to where he was at and he lied to her and told her there are bunch of jobs I could get. I already had three jobs. So I was thinking to myself Like, okay, mom, I don't want to stay with you like forever so why don't you just wait like three or six months? Let me save my money, fix my credit, move out, get a car and move out and just leave and then you can do that. And long story short, I was pissed. Like, I had ended up being forced to quit like two jobs and shit like that. I was breaking my mom shit. I was screaming louder than her fucking nigga told me to fucking pack my shit and go back to Texas or he was calling the police and then I told this nigga, how the fuck? Am I gonna pack my shit and go back with no money? Then he just said he was just gonna keep calling the cops so I don't know. And then a whole story. Hannah. My mom broke up and right before I I got my job as a security guard, I took like a switch blade and I stabbed like, three tires on this fucking truck. Because my car was fucked up. And it took me a whole year to apply for a job and I just looked at that niggas truck and my mom loaned him like I think $1,500 so you can get the truck so I just got so mad at him that I was like man I'm here bro no job I had three jobs and all I had to do was hold on for three to six months and this motherfucker had to just move talk my mom and then making me fuck all this up and I didn't have a house or anywhere to stay there to rest my head and shit so before all this shit even went down before I even you know was at rock bottom in that fucked up situation stabbing Mike my mom's ex boyfriends tires for him like convincing her to room I saw volatiles or fucking mind was Vegas could easily influencer. So You know, I forgot what happened. What I said after I said her mind was volatile to being influenced but it was that fucking rock bottom and I started this fucking car up he got a fucking thing he got a security cameras something I really care and then he saw me walking around one day you know and I got a job as a security guard and I remember I got out of my car one day and it was the same year it was but because I was a couple that was like a week after I fucked up this car and he was outside talking to somebody and he just kept looking over at me. And he saw me walk in wearing nigga clothes and he saw me walk out dressed up like I was a cop or some shit. He just started slapping his knee and shit. You know, his daughter was like 13 and she would tell me Hi but I had a lot bad blood between him and me because he lied. He told me that there are a lot of jobs down there. And he told me I didn't want a job. He told me all I want to do is sit on my ass and play the game. And it was bullshit because I didn't have any internet to fucking apply for jobs. I had to go donate plasma every day. I'll go and I'll walk to the plasma clinic. And I'll go, and I'll walk to like, the library. And then when I got my license, my mom was telling me that she added me to the insurance and she was letting that negga drive my car and almost busted his head open over fucking break. I was like, This nigga has like two cars already. And he's using my car my mom's car like what kind of holy shit is this? Like, what kind of nigga does he think he is like, he's using my shit. He's using my shit like I got mad like, almost killed him because my mom was letting him use my car. Almost forgot. About that shit because she was been in and out of his house and I was staying in another trailer that my mom bought for myself and herself but else but there was a gas leak in there and I was exposed to natural gas for like 18 days. I'm glad I did die and I'll smoke the cigarettes in there so glad I did like explode. You know, like literally explode into like a gassy ball of flaming death and shit. But yeah, I went through all that and I remember I picked up a break because gas exposure makes your makes you irritable makes you irrational and shit like that. And it gives you memory loss, so I forgot where I put my shit before the gas leak. And I bought he stole my shit. So I fucking took a break and I was gonna bust this head open with it and he said, What are you gonna do with that brick? And I said, What do you think I'm gonna eliminate you. And he fucking pulled off and I tried to throw the brick at the car. He just hit the gas. And then like the manager and the apartments, trailer park saw me and he told me not to do that. He told me he told it to me like this He didn't say he was gonna call the police he just told it to me like this he said, Look, I don't care what your problems are of him. Don't do that shit here on our property. You catch him outside you don't you don't do that shit here. You got a problem with him. That's that's that bad. You do that off of the property you know? And I'll skip and skip was like the maintenance man but then they go so old he get a nigga just couldn't argue with had to agree with him. And I wasn't even tripping about SKIP AND I WAS NOT tripping about that nigga like at all but he had this girlfriend that was homeless and her name was Lou pay. She was homeless like meth head crackhead Mexican bitch like, busted down asshole and I guess get it is supposed to So he let her live with him for a while. After a while, like, I guess he was arguing with some Mexicans and he went too far he got way too drunk with these Mexicans and they recorded it and they were by neighbors so of course they got they called some people and basically the owner fired skip and skip was moving out all the his shit the girl the girl like the crackhead bitch took over his job. It was weird because the owner didn't want to hire a new manager. So when the new owner bought the property, they saw that they fired the only maintenance man that they had for like the past 30 to 20 years and then they hire the crackhead bitch. She was such crackhead. Dude, she would drive the golf cart on the fucking street where the real cars would drive and I remember every time I saw driving a golf cart I'll and almost hit her and I just talk at her and I'd yell at her and I'd be like it's a crackhead as out the street it's you know, but she never knew it was me I mean I think she did but not really but I tried to talk to the owner but the owner they don't pick up the phone anymore like owner doesn't even have an office phone. So I think the owner only cares that they're drawn rent by has got to be a really shitty owner you don't even know that you don't even know that a You don't even know that a shit went down like that like you don't even know that some some bitch you take off the streets is just gonna take over your shit like that after you get but and I guess I can only record for 30 minutes on this computer. So yeah, the stream that I guess this podcast is about to And but I was opening up about a lot of real shit. But you know we got to the part where I was in the trailer and shit this is right before the house fire. So this is this is actually a really good stopping point for me so I guess I'll see how long I can go. But after that, like I told y'all I was applying for a job for a whole year.